The cows are coming home tonight.

2011-06-06T14:07:00.001+08:00

It's all coming to an end, I know it's going to get better.

2009-08-29T02:42:00.000+08:00

I want it all to go back to point zero. You get what i mean, i am going to be stubborn, and i say i want it NOW.
I want to make those choices again.

2009-08-23T02:24:00.004+08:00

When life throws you a lemon, make it a lemonade

She told me these words, i remember so vividly, when i was opening the sms on my way for drawing lesson outside Victoria School at the bus stop. I was smiling to myself. She gave me the opening of it,i could not understand. So i replied with something of absolute ridicule, but as life moved on for both of us, these words are so true.

This girl, she is incomparable to anyone, like my family members, she stands on the same level. She is my partner, one that could mince every inch of that meaning of being one. She is always there for me and we go through all, thick and thin, bitter and sweetness together. We share everything, literally. We were always side by side, during exams, practicals, in class, even breaks. We could crack jokes, laugh over each other's flaws, talk about our little secrets, dream about what we want to eat after school even though lessons just started. Oh man, this girl is special, she is unique, she unlike the rest, just stands out like a lotus among the surrounding mud.

Just now, i received an sms,"i miss you". I feel the exact same way. We have been with each other every single day, up to more than 6 hours, in school toiling through all the misery we could ever feel in that instituition prison. Now, we are both left alone to face it. Struggling and heart-breaking at first, but we always encourage each other to press on, for " as long as we live on, there is hope", one very infectious principal that we composed, and obeyed.

Then i saw that card she handmade for me for my birthday. I read it all the time, over and over again. How much joy it brings. Not those typical wishes you expect, but words that came from understanding and experiences that could touch the heart at such an immense degree, is breathtaking.

I remembered all the sweet and bitter times we shared, every single one of them. Even till now, it never fails to make me laugh when i think of how silly and awfully carefree we were back then.

I remember the times where we will take turn to sleep while chanting to each other on Social Studies/Geography notes."Now my turn,10 minutes!!"

I remember the times where we take turn to block each other from the teacher because her/his lessons (Physics/Geography/Higher Chinese) were so dead boring that a 10 minutes felt like 2 hours!"Eh, block me, block me"

I remember the crazy times we had every single time before music starts.I bet we all turn crazy because Monday was a killer day, we had both higher chinese and music all pack in one, it was sure hell day for both of us!!We will hold tamborines and shakers and start dancing all over the entire music room, literally like IMH patients on the loose!!

I remember the times we will stare at each other's food because it just looks too appealling and we want a bite although we already have our own share.

I remember the times, where we will share whatever we buy, especially FOOD!"you fu tong xiang.."

I remember the times, when the hair-pulling times of composing music was like a living death sentence, it was like an insane period for insane people.We thought that we must be crazy to even take the subject.

I remember the times when even after National Day, we had to go back to the much hated IT Resource Room, to complete the 3 minutes composition which seems like it needed a lifetime and maybe a brain 1000x better to complete it, and i actually munch 3 rolls of that chocolate roll that was given out as snacks on that day!!

I remember the times that we will camwhore together, during music lesson in the IT room. We even took pictures during an exam!

I remember the times where you hated my hair like crazy. It was like a long whip that always seem to find its way into your mouth."HWEEMIN YOUR HAIR!!"

I remember the times that we sat on the deck of the bumper boat from Pulau Ubin, saying that we will not bow down to the monster of O levels."WE WILL DO WELL FOR O LEVELS, WE CAN DO IT!"

I remember the times that we will compare lunchbox food, and stand in awe of it.

I remember the times where you will ALWAYS drink your water on the same side where i sat, when there was no one on the other side.

I remember how we will chant to each other on the phone, and it even resounded in my ears like some broken recorder even after the exams.

I remember the times where we will stare at the clock waiting for 2pm."5 minutes more.."

I remember the times of how much WE LOVE CHEMISTRY!

I remember the times where we will squeeze out every single opportunity we had to eat Fish Noodles "must add more soup and noodles!!"

I remember the times when you approached Ms Feng with every bit of courage you inched out of yourself

I remember the times where we will put our legs under the lab benches

I remember the times, you will always find the chance to sneak up and touch my leg!!!

I remember the times where we will leave each other speechless after a debate

I remember the times where we shared one husband together. We love HAYDN!

I remember the times when we studied at the National Library and you will always love staring at the DHL hot air balloon every single time we were there.

I remember the times where we will get a lot of chilli and pour it into our ban mian. Although it weird, but we love it.

I remember the times you always help me bring tissue

I remember the time when we had earth day and we will sneak into the toliet to enjoy the fan.

I remember the times when you insist on going to the second floor toliet because you didn't like the one on the first level!!

I remember the times when we were like each other's music radio channel, singing because i think our brains has malfunctioned from all the crazy work and studying!

I remember the times you said your ambition was to be an opera singer and mine was to be a rocket scientist

I remember the times we swear by our "bible", the A Maths Textbook!

I remember the times we will always drag me to your locker because you needed to take out some books.

I remember the times i always nag at you because you almost literally leave every single book in school.

I remember the times on how we will squeeze every space we had in our TKAM to write our notes.

I remember the times when we were afraid of Ms Loh, because she love to walk around the class, all over the place, even places we can't see her but can hear her!!

I remember the times you always say that when i bad mouth a teacher, he or she is definitely nearby, which obviously isn't a good thing

I remember the times you always nag at me of my absolutly bad time management, which is something i am struggling but am trying to correct. However, we agreed on one condition that whoever is later, have to buy sweets

I remember the times when you could finish one whole packet of the "hamburger" sweet in one day. Also, once with the strawberry hello pandas, when i gave it to you so that we can share, i said to myself that maybe it was the last time i could see it!!

I remember the times where you were so afriad to use your house rubbish chute because it seems to be frequented by cockroaches, which i fear too!!

I rememeber the times where we will stone in the steambath of your house, and run out most of the time fearing we will dehydrate!

I remember the times when you were learning how to swim with Xinhua, that till today, i still have the video in my computer and phone!! Also, how i manage to skilfully fall into a dent in with many pots of plants that got me cut on my leg

I remember the times where we went swimming right after sec 2 EOYs to celebrate. I swear to you, you are the first one outside my family to see me swim!!

I remember the times when you encouraged me to take up ballet again, and yet again, you are the only one, other than my family, who have EVER seen me in leotard and stockings!!

I remember the times that we could spend hours talking on the phone, even when we see each other every day, and also arguing for a long time just to decide who shuts the phone first

I remember the times we always said "hello" to Sally whenever we walk past the museum

I remember the time we acted as tourist visiting Chinatown!! I can never forget the long cloth thing you had to wear because we were entering a temple!

I remember the times when i asked about getting a ear hole. Your reply would be "why pay money to get a hole?" Ok, for that you leave me speechless

I remember the times where we will support each other when we are performing on stage

I remember the times we doze off during lessons unknowingly

I remember the times, where you love Barney & Lee Jiawei so damn badly, you wish you were them.

I remember the times when you will always call your nose a strawberry with too many seeds!

I remember the times where you always nag on how messy my hair was, and i got to agree, when i was looking at some pictures, why in the world was my hair like that!!??

I remember the times you said that you had to use that OP bag even though it had a rather bad tear and your grandma helped to sew it back

I remember the time when instant noodles became a total wait of 30 minutes with the use of fire i think was so minute that i didn't know it existed. Not to foget, it was salty and there was a one minute interval to every single stir??!A lot of water was needed after that!

I remember the times where i will steal your bottle for a drink because i always forgotten to bring mine. In fact,mine was also too heavy.

I remember the times that you said my bottle was a good "chopping" item as it was big and outstanding and we could find our seat in the canteen quite easily

I remember the time where we will eat yong tau foo with prawn noodle soup and also to hunt down every friday for Kuay Chap!!

I remember the time when Fiona's dog pounced on you and i went screaming away!

I remember the times we had to share a jacket because it was so freaking cool when it rained!

I remember the times you always say how much i slang when i give a speech or do a presentation

I remember the times we toiled several night and day for the Hostel project.

I remember the times on how we will hunt down Ms Wong and "suffocate" her with our A maths Questions

I remember the times where we will go to the Grandstand during Common test, because the class is too noisy and the grandstand just seems fun to be at!

I remember the times when we will visit the gym and Ms Liew and talk about how fit she is!

I remember so much, and i miss her much much much more.

I remember the times she was there for me
I remember the times we did everything together
I remember the times when you had countless nickname: Xiao Hong(China accent), Big Butt Barney etc.
I remember the times we will say the things we are sad off
I remember the times we competed on who came earlier in the morning
I remember the times on how we will always run for assembly when the march is already playing
I remember the times and how i always forgets to tap card and we have to rush down to do it
I remember the times when you will always need to go to the toliet every time before assembly starts

I remember and think of you all the time and the things we did, i miss you and love you as my best pal. My one true partner : Kwek Jia En

2009-08-18T00:10:00.000+08:00

Lewis is my husband.
He invented the Lewis dot diagram
that has made me see stars

I LOVE IPC, you get my drift.

2009-08-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

This is just going to be 3 year long dream. When i wake up, it shall all be forgotten.

2009-08-05T23:08:00.002+08:00

5 August,2009 Wednesday. Time Check: 11.09pm

It has been a hell out of a whirlwind since last Thursday. A whole confusion, mixture of emotions, physical, mental, and social problems all tipsy turny. But i'm glad that it has given me a decent break over all of it. Nevertheless, some news still manages to bring out the chirp in me:D

Microbio quiz tomorrow,T-O-M-O-R-R-O-W. Oh man, i am seriously worried sick. Having been doing sooo terribly for the last 3, i need to nail the last one to gain that 5%!!It's just this and the FYE left and Microbio is saying bye-bye to me:( I want to lay it to rest happily and peacefully, definitely not by leaving some disgusting mark when i see it 3 years later on my Report card!!

3 tests this week. IPC was fine, Math was rather nerve-wrecking, but it was good:D MICROBIO QUIZ, gotta nail this one:D After all these. It's just left with:

[1]Physio Quiz
[2]IPC FYE
[3]MICROBIO FYE
[4]MATH FYE

and i am so going to "play-till-i-drop" when the 7 weeks holidays approaches:D Although, based on my past years of experience, it seldom happens, in fact i get so sick of the holidays with nothing to do, that i want to get back to school RIGHT AWAY?!

I realise i have a growing fondness for quotes.Therefore i have decided, i am going to put up a quote everytime i post an entry:D

Quote for the post: Beautiful is the mind

2009-08-03T22:15:00.001+08:00

Slipped away- Avril Lavigne

Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

Na na na na na na na

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't

Oooooh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by

Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back

The day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same noo..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh...

Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you

This song has been ringing in my head for a long long time

2009-07-31T23:06:00.000+08:00

I am
I will
and forever

be missing you

R.I.P

2009-07-27T22:19:00.000+08:00

I press on towards the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus

-Philippians 3:14

As long as you live on, there is HOPE

-Jia En

2009-07-24T22:24:00.001+08:00

I don't know how to explain, but i got the answer to my birthday wish.

2009-07-24T21:00:00.004+08:00

Harry Connick, Jr.- A wink and a smile

I remember the days
of just keeping time
of hanging around in sleepy towns, forever
Back roads empty for miles
well you cant have a dream
and cut it to fit
but when I saw you, I knew
we go together, like a wink and a smile
Leave your old jallopy
by the railroad track
we'll get a hip, double dip, tip toppy, 2 seat pontiac
So you can rev her up
don't go slow
It's only green lights and alright
let's go together with a wink and a smile
(Instrumental)
Give me a wink and a smile
(Instrumental)
We go together like a wink and a smile
Now my heart is music
such a simple song
singing again, the notes never end
this is where I belong
Just the sound of your voice
the light in your eyes
Your so far away from yesterday
Together, with a wink and a smile
We go together, like a wink and a smile.

Lovin' this song.Lovin' Jazz. Ich mag Jazz musik:D

P.S I Love You-<3 this movie

2009-07-21T17:04:00.003+08:00

It is a gripping pain i cannot put into words. Mental over physical, i have since lost who i used to be. Everything just seems to be brushing past me, or deflected away like a repelling magnet. While everyone are in search of the light of life, it seems that the surge and ambition i once had has then vaporize to just air. So insignificant, but omnipresent, haunting me to get it back. Where was the hunger and craving i once had, the greed, the selfishness i once had. While the people i once shared my innocence have then all walk away and found their path,i find myself stagnant at the same spot, feeling self-pity. The drive and motivation i once shared back then, was of so much encouragement and joy, now it is just like painful towing and resent. Many promises made are broken, taste of insurmountable regret. Many a times, we hear but we do not listen the actual need, we do senseless stuff, or trying so hard to be someone else to fit in. Hypocrites. Losing something to feel the pain, realising its need to notice its presence, missing you to realise how much i belittle you in the past. I need you, all of you, do you hear me?

I am sad, i want to cry, i want to be someone i can say i am me. I want my friends back, i want the happiness i once shared with the people. I want how i was like in the past. I want to laugh out loud, cry out loud, own myself. Tell you my darkest secrets, tell you my silent crush, tell you how my day was, tell you everything, because you were just so near. Whether i use to dislike you, hate you, i want you back-now. I need you.

Sometimes, things are just taken for granted because they are within reach. Once, you realise that joy needs an effort to reach, that is the pain. Unbearable pain. The pain of lost.

Absence do makes the heart fonder/ache and finally feel the worth of it all. Feel the need.

2009-07-19T03:20:00.003+08:00

Beethoven's Love letter to his beloved immortal

Good morning, on July 7th
Even when I am in bed my thoughts rush to you, my eternally beloved, now and then joyfully, then again sadly, waiting to know whether Fate will hear our prayer--To face life I must live altogether with you or never see you. Yes, I am resolved to be a wanderer abroad until I can fly to your arms and say that I have found my true home with you and enfolded in your arms can let my soul be wafted to the realm on blessed spirits--alas, unfortunately it must be so--You will become composed, the more so as you know that I am faithful to you; no other woman can ever possess my heart--never--never--Oh God, why must one be separated from her who is so dear. Yet my life in V[ienna] at present is a miserable life--Your love has made me both the happiest and the unhappiest of mortals--At my age I now need stability and regularity in my life--can this coexist with our relationship?--Angel, I have just heard that the post goes every day--and therefore I must close, so that you may receive the letter immediately--Be calm; for only by calmly considering our lives can we achieve our purpose to live together--Be calm--love me--Today--yesterday--what tearful longing for you--for you--you--my life--my all--all good wishes to you--Oh, do continue to love me--never misjudge your lover's most faithful heart.

ever yours
ever mine
ever ours

I simply adore the last three stanza.

This came to my attention, after watching to Sex and the City, for the SECOND TIME. The show is quite an awesome show, simply love the 4 girlfriends, they sure portray friendship really well:D However might the title may provoke whatever is in your mind right now, please come back into my main stream of thoughts and not think waywards

Love can be awesome, but it can also be meeting face to face with fatality
As much it can make you, it can destroy you, leaving with you bits to even imagine

Love never fails, Love is true, Love's the one thing that can always change you

Love is kind
Love is beautiful

Everything has its 2 faces, it depends on which side you choose to see

Pudding on her prada

2009-07-18T02:26:00.004+08:00

Pig says to dog: Hey, i bet you will be killed in Vietnam and China, they will slaughter you in the most painful way (said senselessly)

Dog says to the pig: Don't worry, i bet you wouldn't even have a chance to even get on that airway, because you will be killed just here in Singapore,or in fact every part of the world.Your head in China, ribs in USA, and your knuckles in Germany, your meat in Singapore.

Imagine this as 2 person saying it-they were comparing their zodiac, maybe i ain't that good in putting into words, but you get my drift-hopefully

Today could/must/would have been the worst day i have ever experience within 24 hours. I was yet again insulted/criticized/demoralised by Queen Evil herself-my piano teacher.
So, my exams are in 4 weeks time, and this really is seriously BAD-hopefully it does not coincides with my IPC Exam,or else i am dead meat, i guarantee you.
What an awful opening to a new day, it just went free fall all the way.

I redo my stupid IPC graph 7 times,so as to get it all perfect(at least). Omgosh, it must have been the most mind-boggling thing i have ever done.

Exams are coming, and i am seriously scared, like scared is the only word to describe the situation NOW. Got some really serious warning from my folks already,OH MAN.

Report of my wrist:

okay, so after much resistance, i had no choice but to drag myself to see the doctor today. Went to see a chinese sensei at Eu Yan Seng. It seems to be some nerve overstretch(thanks to that forehand snap!) , and it may take a long time to heal. Primarily, because i did not seek medical attention IMMEDIATELY. Omgosh, i AM SAD. No tennis, i am sad. I think i will just do with running and skipping now:) All (right)hand movement must be kept at its minimum, please quickly heal, I AM almost half crippled.

I can barely even type properly, hold things, write, or even play piano. This is really sad and bad. (I had to eat chinese medicine too. 15 packets=3 times a day, OH NO)

2009-07-09T11:14:00.002+08:00

I miss Tim. Although he has just left for Germany not more than 24 hours ago. He has been such a awesome big brother. Love his company!Although we have not seen each other for the past 8 years, but the bond we share is still so strong, no sense of awkwardness, or behaving like strangers,much more than some who i see almost everyday, or all the time.

8 years of 0 connections, isn't amazing that we manage to find each other from each end of the world, and still share so much laughter and fun together:)

Although deep down, there will be sadness, but i am definitely happy you have never forgotten us. Visit us more often.

PS.when i am legal, you can bring beer. I will beat you for Jenga!!! I will throw you in the pool!!! (Your room and funta grape will always be here waiting)

Love,
Hwee Min, Hwee Xian, Hwee Jia, and Mummy and Daddy:)

2009-07-04T00:46:00.003+08:00

Beautiful [adjective/noun]

[meaning]
it is when you look into the mirror, and say "i am good". That is beautiful.

What are the element(s) of being a cool person?

It is when you live like yourself, behave like yourself, and be yourself. Laugh out loud when you are feeling good, and cry it out when you are sad. When you look at the mirror and say " I like what i see: this is me"

2009-07-02T00:35:00.002+08:00

A Bitter Sweet Day

Is childishness a trend?It has been a tiresome day yet again. Although it has been only 3 days since school actually started. I think the childishness is really getting on my nerves, like come'on people, get a life and grow up! If you actually think that it is funny or cool, or just being spoilt or pampered, let me tell you, it has reached the point of you being a ridicule and a total brat.

You are not fit enough to love others, for you have yet to even understand yourself and understand the people around you.

I went to school as usual at 9, it was an appointment for 4 to meet at the library. However, only 2 appeared,yours truly, and Qinyi. Reggie had a bad food poisoning (forgiven:D), so he did not come. Qinyi and i then went on with our projects and work. We talked a lot, like there were many things that we were so frustrated about (pointless frustration), so we needed to clear the air, but to no avail. We studied till about 11.15am, then packed up and head down to Bukit Timah Plaza to hunt for the Gatorade bottle needed for LSCT training later on. OMGOSH, we went to many many places, especially at Cold Storage at KAP. They had the fat,slim,tall,sucker tip,and even powdered form, just not the one we needed!!! Ok, it was frustrating, but thankfully, JIAJIA came to the rescue, by telling us we could find it at SHELLS:D:D THANK YOU!!

Microbio practical was cancelled, so did physio lecture at around 1pm. So, school today mainly composite of a 2 hour long lecture with Ms Boring Queen. She is the bomb, sometimes i think that someone needs to recommend her another job, everything else but a TEACHER! She is just reading off some other lecturer's slide, reading directly from the slide, and worst of all, i think there is this major problem about her getting her chemistry concept right??!!argh!

So the day is mainly just, like that. There is really nothing to talk about, and maybe i am not that an expert with words, it's hard to type it out sometimes (like having the tense emotion and stuff). I need to rant at someone, whoever that is so unlucky:D

Give me a break. Please

Byebye horsy:D She's the man:D

2009-06-28T22:52:00.003+08:00

This is how my mind feels like now ___________. An absolute blank!
2 weeks and it is hard to imagine how time really flies, but nevertheless, i am getting really jiggly and excited about seeing (some of) my friends in school.

Life is just so oxymoronic,so ironic, so contradicting. Or i should say pretentious. It seems that people are living under masks and society under some kind untold truth. Ever had a good laugh, and then feeling empty. Had a good cry, but not feeling any better? A fight that seems pointless, or a relationship that sees no end? A misunderstanding from foolish thought, or a mission with no purpose.

Maybe this is what life is all about, you got to take a break from the outside whole and think. Stop and think, stop and reflect. I have seen sadness, happiness, seperation, make-ups, breakups and anger. Are those real, or made up to shield/cover up one's own true feeling.

Even though it has been only a mere 10 weeks i have entered NP, i think i have seen quite a lot, sometimes, too much of it. Its getting so complicated that it makes me stress over pointless opinions. Tomorrow going to mark the beginning of yet another 7+ weeks, what else is there expecting me?

I think for now, i just got to submerge myself with my studies, no other thing will be able to distract me. I don't want the same thing to happen again, as what it has before.This time,i am sure of it.

2009-06-26T22:59:00.002+08:00

TIM IS BACK:D I'M HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYY:D

it has been like maybe 7-8 years since we all last met. He will be here for 12 days, at my house!!!HAPPYHAPPY:D:D.

Okay the sad part of today, will and always be piano lessons. Oh, how i dread Fridays, they slaughter me alive. The day where you will experience most insults, most scolding, most stupid, and most feel like want to die!! That devil (my teacher) sure can bring my moral downdowndown, each and everytime. My exams are in perhaps 2 months, and my playing still sounds like shit, like literally rubbish as she puts it. Damn, i must be a crazy 3-year-old when i said i wanted to learn the piano,and from then it has been almost 13 years since piano has entered my life and turn it upside down inside out:(

I really do not see myself surviving grade 8, really grade 7 is really ripping me apart. Aside from piano, i still have manymanymany to commit to. I need to have more practise time so as to reduce some percentage of scolding-no matter what, scolding sure will come:( Now, she wants me to practise midnight with the soft pedal=no more excuse to say no time. She sure knows how to squeeze out every second of my day!!

Sometimes, i do think that the 2 years to come will be a hair-pulling time:( Many things are coming full speed at my face and i am really in a struggle in juggling them all at one time. And yet ironically, none can be sacrifice, they all stand at my no.1 priority!So as much as my TV has been eaten up, there goes my social life, and all that fun, maybe even my SLEEPING TIME, will be jeopardise:( Oh man, no more 48 hours marathon, it is crazy.

So school is starting in 2 days, which just shows how fast time really flies. 2 weeks is seriously not enough. I still have maths(mol), German(letter), IPC (Project) and Microbio(editing) to do. Hopefully i can crash them all within 2 nights!!!

My term 2 outline-i should really camp in school (These are the times i end school)

Monday-5pm
Tuesday-9pm (Tennis)
Wednesday-should be around 9pm too (LSCT Society)
Thursday-8pm (German)
Friday-9pm (Tennis)

Saturdays will be burnt out for homework and maybe Sunday, will be my off day or to complete work that are undone:(

Wish me all the best man! I seriously can't wait for the term to end and the month long break to come( i think i must be crazy, the term has yet to START!!!)

2009-06-18T20:07:00.002+08:00

I'm a happy person:D:D

Finally got some proper camera! No more phone camera-it causes my phone to hang( imagine 1000 photo in it!!) MY FIRST SEMI-PROFESSIONAL CAMERA!!!WOWOWWOWWOW!!i cant stop smiling to myself:D Although i was contemplating with the other compact model because i hear it so often over the radio, but i think the one i bought is so much cooler and CHEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPP. It is dam cheap, seriously, for a camera of such calibre:D I think i will still save up for my CANON BABEH! Now , this will be some tool for me to get use to its functions and stuff:D:D

ok, after so much, i seriously need to get work done, it's compiling upupup!! I freakin' had a slight sprain on my wrist, it hurts shit, i swear, and i got 2 hours of hell(piano) tomorrow, oh man, wish me luck, i seriously need it:(:(

2009-06-15T14:00:00.003+08:00

i think my holiday is officially burnt out:( Other than the fact that i can sleep late and wake up late, i think thats the definition of a holiday.

15/06/09(Mon)-which is today. I'm suppose to go out to hand out something, but decided to do it tomorrow, too lazy and tired:(

16/06/09(Tues)-Training at 6-9pm;head down to Tank's road before that

17/06/09(Wed)-LSCT Training

18/06/09(Thurs)-TEMPORARY NOTHING

19/06/09(Fri)-Piano from 10-12pm(Horror movie), and family time:D:D(Kangxi exhibition+Da Vinci Exhibition+Dim sum near Jurong Bird Park(yay!))(i think i will skip training:X)

20/06/09(Sat)-TEMPORARY NOTHING(but most probably have to go visit aunt at hospice and maybe do a little bit of shopping)+homework day

21/06/09(Sun)-TEMPORARY NOTHING/sleeping day

22/06/2009(Mon)-Mariz Birthday PARTYYYYY

23/06/2009(Tues)-Training from 6-9pm

24/06/2009(Wed)-LSCT Meeting

25/06/2009(Thurs)-Clique Picnic:D

26/06/2009(Fri)-Piano+Training+TIM'S BACK:D:D

27/06/2009(Sat)-TEMPORARY NOTHING

28/06/2009(Sun)-TEMPORARY NOTHING

As much as you can see that there are many many TEMPORARY NOTHING. But, i have yet to fill in the following:

[1]IPC project
[2]Microbio project-HIV/AIDS
[3]German letter to my teacher
[4]Math revision
[5]Piano drilling
[6]IPC Revision(it's already dead, i need to revive it:x)
[7]Microbio Revision (Charmaine said it)
[8]A little Physio revision-just to not let it escape from my brain
[9]Visit my aunt

Many many many things to do, i think i will go napping now:D, i'm tired, wo hen lei!

2009-06-13T01:54:00.002+08:00

I swear today is the best day ever,in my life.I feel appreciated for once:D
Thanks all, namely:
[1]Qinyi
[2]Reggie
[3]Yeele
[4]Jasmine
[5]Soon Keong (SK)

Love all you guys<3

We did the wackiest thing, nothing that you could ever imagine- we made the guys wear makeup:P/made qinyi and yeele dance chacha somewhere outside hilton and we were just a bunch of crazy little earthlings that were scampering around

THANKS A BUNCH FOR THE SURPRISE:D:D I have to admit that i was really shock, like FIRST TIME kinda of thing:D:D THANK YOU VERY MUCH, ESPECIALLY TO YEELE AND REGGIE WHO HAVE HAD A HARD TIME TO FIND THE CAKE:D Ok, as much as i dislike coffee, i will eat the cake up for you guys(i still have 2 slices in the fridge). Thank you, really very very very very very much for the entire surprise,im sure it took a lot of effort to get things all planned( however i have to admit i am quite dumb myself:D). Thank you all, LOVE YOU PLENTY:D

2009-06-09T00:07:00.002+08:00

Stupid Reggie, just heard something super ridiculous, actually not that bad la, just a tinge of jealousy:DHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Hallelujah, finally Microbio is gonegonegone. It was okay , except for some part that i completely screwed up:( Math tomorrow babeh:D and im lovin' it

2009-06-07T01:41:00.002+08:00

okay, now is 1.41 am, and apparently,i am still awake. I'm turning in real soon, but just a quick update:D

Ms Ting and Mr Loh's wedding of the century. Ok,i was lost on my way there, but thankfully, my Dad was around:D So we search through the map and had to make this huge detour,argh! But luckily, i wasn't late:D It's my second time, for the record at a church wedding, sweet:D Met up with some 4b1s, Miss them A LOT!!!LOVE YA<3 Jasmine is still the same, always saying that i talk to myself.HAHAHA. I miss girls' school man:D:D Okay, i have to admit that Ms Ting really looked super pretty, maybe because of the newly constructed set of teeth(braces), and maybe alot slimmer. It was a sweet little ceremony, but with some really mushy add-ons, such as Mr Loh singing to Ms Ting(obviously, that got her all emotional and stuff). It's amazing really, 2 teachers that i have known so dearly as my form teacher in sec 3 and my tennis-in-charge super supportive teacher. I am truly grateful to have known both of them, especially Mr Loh, who has been the most supportive during the times when i was in the tennis team(many things happen, but he was SUPERDUPERDUPER encouraging), THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!

I would like to take this opportunity to congratulate them on their matrimony. I pray that they will find companionship with each other, and may everlasting love flow in them(taken from the pastor:D).Congratulations from the bottom of my heart:D

CT next week, and i swear that it has already sucked up 80% of all my brain juices. Microbiology,Math,Physiology, and then IPC. Damn, i can't wait for FRIDAY, so much to celebrate:[1] No piano=hallelujah, i swear she is the only teacher i fear[2]NO CATS=more life;cats=wasting life[3]END OF CT.

Seriously, i feel like i am living o-levels(or even worst) every single day. Maybe because o-levels was just peanuts to all the lecturers in my school. Except than the part i had to abstain myself away from all entertainments and sit at one corner of my house(during o levels), now, i have to study EVERY SINGLE DAY, and the best part is, NEARLY EVERYWHERE. On the train, in the bus, before i sleep, when i'm eating, in the car. Honestly, the only time i DO NOT study is when i am sleeping, hmm, actually to think about it, i think i even do dream about what i study!!seriously. My life is pathetic or maybe just plain mundane and boring.I need to bring some colour in my life:D

Apart from the physical and mental stress my academics are already pouring out to me, family side hasn't been too well either. Seeing the critical conditions that my aunt is in, my heart really goes out to her. Although now, its just a matter of time, but i hope that she will be happy and painless. I pray that although everything that can be humanly done has been done, i hope that GOD can perform a miracle and change the situation all around. It's too soon for her to go. I see my mum and my aunts, especially popo, struggling to hold back the truth, it hurts to see them like that.I am sad.

2009-06-03T19:20:00.003+08:00

Part-ner

[noun]

a person who shares or is associated with another in some action or endeavor; sharer; associate.

Thesaurus: Friends

In simple english, [helping] each other out whenever they are in need. Partners WORK together.

do you know that? Too late, time out

2009-06-01T10:24:00.002+08:00

Don't even come close to me, i'm afraid i will bite.

I f-freaking screwed up my ipc practical. My day is ruin

2009-05-31T22:53:00.004+08:00

heyhey, i'm back to update:D:D

I really regret resting for the past few days, because i realise that there are a lot a lot of homework clogging up my neck:( It's suffocating! So after staying at the same spot for the past 11 hours, i swear this is true, i've finished 40 questions on Math tb, and 1+1/2 of 2 past years common test papers.Now, i need to revise for my Practical test tomorrow, Hallelujah! Hopefully, it isn't too hard, and i don't get all mess up!!Famous for how i wash my apparatus, and seeing those measurements sure make my eyes see stars, it's causing my astigmatism to increase sky-high!! lalalala, poly life is making me see stars:D

It's week 7, BABEH:D It is so fast! How i actually blur-red my way through.

Tests next week and the holidays are coming, coming babeh. But tests first:( before play.

[1]Practical test:ipc tomorrow
[2]Microbio CT: Next Mon
[3]Math CT: Next Tues
[4]Physio CT:Next Thurs
[5]IPC CT: Next Fri

i want to play so badly,like real badly. SHOPPING SPREE ANYONE:D:D

2009-05-28T17:48:00.003+08:00

Dear Reggie,

I'm sorry for being such an ass-hole these few days. Throwing stupid tantrums and being really petty. I think i must be suffering from pms these few days, i can't seem to be able to control my own emotions. I get angry at really small issues and i just don't even feel like talking to you sometimes.I even step on you or even pinch you, oh man,i sound so freaking abusive. Really sorry, just bear with me.I know that every time i apologise yet again and again, but the situation just knocks it all back into square one. Give me a week,i will sought things out. You are a really good friend, my class partner and my lab partner. Please don't ignore me, i know that it must be damn frustrating and irritating to be even near me now. I just go huffing away like some stupid bitch. I know i do raise my voice sometimes and totally ignore you even when you ask what happen. I'M REALLY SORRY. I know that this may be some really stupid thing, but that is all i can think of to convey how i really feel.Sorry, pal/brother, i don't want to lose a friend like you.

From your friend,
Hwee Min:D

2009-05-26T00:03:00.004+08:00

heyhey:D School has been great so far.Other than the fact i have tests piling up, and common tests are coming REALLY soon:D Can't wait to get over it and its the HOLIDAYS,H-O-L-I-D-A-YS!!yay!How i crave for it now, unlike in the past, where i really hate the breaks. 2 weeks is within the reasonable range, i still do hate LONG holidays. Its definitely going to be a good time to really rest and get everything organise. Now everything is in a BIG MESS!! My room is in a mess, my planning is in a mess, my schedule is in a mess, my life is in a mess,basically:( I seriously need my social life back, party time?! My social life is basically stagnant now, black and white.Really need to meet up with the peeps soon!! I'm so excited, Ms Ting's & Mr Loh's wedding is coming really really soon. I'm so excited!! I get to see 4B1 again!! Miss them like ALOTALOTALOT:D Miss all the good and bad times we shared, miss the time being together:D Makes me sad saying this...

So far, the 3 tests i have sat for, are ok and some really screwed up.

[1]Physio=just pass;that's what you get for not studying:(
[2]Maths=45/50; i'm super upset, if you have seen my mistake,you will get my point
(I FREAKIN' CANCELLED OUT THE CORRECT ANS=LOSS 5 MARKS!!DAMN!)
[3]Microbio=39/??, I'm not really sure about the full score, charmaine edited it.Coming in 3rd, and having this result. I'm not sure if the 12 hours of study has just went down the drain:(

Maths test 2 is tomorrow, hopefully it will turn out well. Just 2 new formulas to memorise, domain and range of function and distance of perpendicular bisector thing-y [Ax+By+C/(Square root: A square + B Square)]. JIAYOUJIAYOU:D

I'm really happy i have a good lab partner and a good friend, Thanks Reggie:D

2009-05-24T00:45:00.000+08:00

i need to breathe, or i might just feel so suffocating that i wanna die.

2009-05-20T13:10:00.004+08:00

2 days in a row, i have spend a total of 12 bucks just on taxi ride from my house to the mrt, which is just less than 3km from my house. Plus the extra charges, its REALLY EXPENSIVE, as compared to the normal $4 per ride:(

I'm just slacking at Block 56 now, waiting for break to end at 2.

Training yesterday was ok:D With exclusion of the PT at the beginning, which is rather typical, everything else was good!:D I have to declare/admit that my volley SUCKS, seriously. Played 2 games,FINALLY, with Germaine/Jeanette and Zaphyr/Cheryl.
That so much for training, nothing really EXCITING to talk about. I NEED TO IMPROVE MY SERVE. argh

Okay,something super funny just happened!I am having stomach cramps from it. Reggie is freaking scared(phobia) with bugs!! You should have seen his face and his reaction, he was like leaning towards me, "screaming"!!HAHAHAHAHA. I can die from laughing. Laughing disease prevails in Ngee Ann. I laugh a lot, in fact, TOOOO much, from lab practical accidents, to my stupid partner , Reggie and clique 154.HAHAHAHA

i need more time, to sleep,to play, to watch TV

2009-05-17T22:27:00.005+08:00

heyhey, im back to post something, so as to retain the life of this blog:D

School was fine, except for the fast pace issue which i am trying to adapt to, everything else is ok:D Homework, as usual, packing up during the weekends!! I have yet to actually sit down and revise! I got to do that real soon, or else, i will not understand a single thing during lecture/tutorial/practical.

You will really see more point of not understanding during lectures only if you were in my class. Really, everything is just moving like an ongoing train, hop on or you will miss it. But this time, there no such thing as waiting for the next train, because that means starting from the beginning all over again=failing module, which definitely is not what i am hoping for.

Training started last week. At first, it started off really tough, mainly because i have not trained at all for the last 6 months, but gradually,it became better. At least after 2 sessions,i get to know more people in my team. They are, namely

[1]Zaphyr
[2]Victoria
[3]Cheryl
[4]Charity
[5]Arlene
[6]Roger
[7]Derrick
[8]George
[9]Wei Kuang(i think)
[10]Andy
[11]Reggie
[12]Andy
[13]Coach William

i think there are still some i have yet to remember, i will try to make the effort to remember all your names!! Surprisingly,all the girls are from girls school, hallelujah!! I am finding my roots there:D

Microbio is really driving me up the wall. Charmaine and her super speed again!! Practical is seriously too much, too much to do, too little time!!

Now, after much handling with microbio, i'm neglecting a lot on Physio, so its in a really serious kind of situation now!!

Now, this is the remaining amount of the never-ending pile homework:
[1]Maths week 6 (tb+mol)
[2]IPC-half done
[3]CATS

you may think its pretty/VERY little, the week have not even started yet, it will amount to uncountable soon!!

ok, i think thats all for me to post, if i remember anything, i will post it up soon k:D

love all my friends, undeniable

2009-05-14T23:35:00.002+08:00

Today is just really tiring. In fact, i see myself repeating this almost everyday. How sad. There is going to be training tomorrow, hopefully no weights yet:)1030 at the National Museum tomorrow, oh my gosh, having to be there with my rackets and stuff, it's going to be heavy!! I think i will just settle with just one racket, i don't think i would need the other anytime soon(i need to do re-stringing soon!!!), until tournament season,i guess.

The sucky part about tomorrow, is having to return to school after SNM, and if possible, i hope that we will be able to go daiso so as to get everything done within tomorrow.Presentation is next friday!!Nothing is done yet!diediedie. I can't believe that the subject that is giving me the most frustrations is actually C.A.T.S, because it is absolutely unneccessary. Back in secondary school, i had to attend nearly six months of adam khoo, i think that should be sufficient information about how to study, and its skills,blahblah. Unlike Microbio and Physio, its normal and ok that i am frustrated, because i see the ultimate goal at the end of it, but what goal does this stupid cats thing have??!!

Give me a break, i need my rest, i want my bed, don't disturb me

I think i will just sleep early, considering that although its already 11.44pm,it is one of my earliest appointments with my beloved bed:D I think i would have to wake up as usual to get things done:( Too much to do, too little time. I got the followings to complete within 3 days:

[1]2 logbook entries(this is enough to make my mind go bogus!!)
[2]Maths self-tests(previous chapters-revision),Mol+TB
[3]Revision for Microbio+Physio
[4]German worksheets
[5]Piano practice(i need to convince my teacher i do not need a change of song!!)

Saturday night is snatched away, can't attend church and can't do any work. My uncle got burnt while working, hopefully, it isn't that bad,praypraypray.

got to go peeps. Toodles doodles:D

2009-05-13T21:10:00.002+08:00

Im just going to do a really,short, tiny-weeny post.

School has been good, not bad so far.I guess. However, i do have to admit that girls' school is just so different from what we now call the co-ed school or in simple terms, mixed gender. My classmate actually commented that girls' school girls are all reclusive and we are all saint, I BEG TO DIFFER!! In fact, you must be joking, you seriously do not know us, you will be shocked by how much we actually know. If you ever had the chance to even think about it, when there are no boys around, tell me, what in the world, under the sun, can we NOT talk about??!!We can talk about E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G, EVERYTHING! From what you think you can imagine to far off, way past your imaginations can lead you.

Thinking about this, i suddenly remembered the "saw-joke" me and iqah made when we were sec 2, during IT LESSONS!! Inside joke, really damn sick, but funny. Also, how we had an all-girls session at wee's house talking explicit contents,hahahahahaha, i want to laugh when i recall what we were talking about. We really talk sick, and i mean sick, as in S-I-C-K, or dirty/horny/disgusting, however you want to interpret it.

This girl-school thing, is ok to talk about it, but i think it seriously not funny, when you actually think im some stupid sexually/emotionally/boy-deprived kid, i am not, and i will be not. Like come'on, like what can guys do that could change your lifestyle. As long as you dont act as some crazy madling that pounces on every guy in sight, they are just like you and me, normal people,humans/homosapians,period.

ok,this should not be a vengeance post, i shall keep my cool and as i have earlier said, short and sweet, i got to go now, and mugmugmug on microbio:D

2009-05-12T08:22:00.004+08:00

i am seriously embarrassed! Omgosh, the video we took ytd could just kill me from laughing. I got no more face to see the world. I'm just sitting outside the lecture hall waiting for things to start, and i am smiling/laughing/giggling to myself. I look silly/stupid/crazy. Save me!!

2009-05-11T01:21:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS'DAY

I know, i know, it has past for a record timing of 1 hour 22 minutes. Nevertheless, i love my MUMMY A LOT A LOT A LOT<3 The kind of love that is so unexplainable and precious:D I love her all the time, every second, millisecond, every hour and every day:D Although i have to admit, we do get into quarrels and fights, but deep down, the love is just so solid strong:D We talk about everything, I MEAN EVERYTHING:D

Love you Mummy<3

so it was her off day today. Dinner was prepared by my sis and i, although it was simple, but she was happy:D

My gift to her, is to play any of her favourite pieces on the piano. No $$, i can show the effort. Although, some i had to sight-read, but she encouraged me by saying "not too bad". Haha. It's pretty hard to hear that from her (considering i get all the scolding for my exam pieces-they are screwed up).

ok, it's 1.33am, and i got school at 11am, time to visit my bed, goodnight folks:D

2009-05-10T22:15:00.006+08:00

I always thought your dependence on me, was sometimes quite a nuisance, but of great company. However now,your independence makes me fearful of losing you. Your change, is a little too much for me to handle. I hope to have this relationship for life,don't break it please.I may seem selfish, but i only have you left, don't go.

2009-05-08T01:03:00.001+08:00

you HEAR, but you never LISTEN

2009-05-06T22:45:00.001+08:00

Operation YTFSD must start soon:D

2009-05-06T20:11:00.003+08:00

Today has been the suckiest day ever. Here is a list of what happened:
[1]I was late for school even when i left the house at 645, first time late
[2]I took the school's shuttle bus at 710 but it only reached school at 910. THATS A FREAKIN' 2 HOURS!
[3]Lost during practical, too many things to do, too little time:(
[4]Bad day, lethargic physique

When the day started off on the wrong foot, it will just dread the entire day.
Having said so much about being early, this time, it wasn't my fault, blame the traffic-i think there were some kind of accident in front.

However, surprisingly, i did not sleep in OLH lessons! AMAZINGLY SUPER!I must have possessed the sorcereress's power or something, that Reggie always mention. To actually be awake and listen to her lessons, it extra-unbelievable!

OLH, has yet again, like other lecturer's, messed my little brain of very limiting information into rojak again. Why is it that they like to make simple concepts complicated, and not the other way round, and always emphasise on things that will NEVER be tested???whywhyWHY!!!??

ARGH!!!While i am already trying to get a hang of what DR. CHARMAINE & HER GREEK lessons are talking about(MBIO), I am side-tracking away from PHYSIO and a little of IPC!!nonononoNONONONONONONONONONONONONO!!!My GPA is sure going to suffer, no way,please someone tell me, its not going to be like that!! My physio quiz is so FREAKING SCREWED UP!!NONONONO!!I am so going to slog myself away so as to preserve what i deserve. Even if it is abstaining from all entertainment, and to divert myself from my "half-dying,not-so-colourful" social life, I WILL DO IT!!Its like living o-levels everyday, maybe even worse:(

i hope to meet new friends,of course, but to catch up with my old pals TOOOOOOO:D

2009-05-05T23:00:00.004+08:00

okay, i am definitely going down to PL to collect my grad stuff by FRIDAY!I am kinda feeling all stressed and excited about it, this stupid paradoxical feeling!

school was fine, i guess. Other than the part that i had to miss almost 9 bus to get onto one decent-looking one. Qinyi, love us man!!I wonder how often can 154 decides to go on a crash spree??Twice a day?

So i stayed back, initially to play jenga, but since Li hua and Reggie needed help for maths, so we helped, then play. Don't stress up k, its only the 3rd week, its quite scary, HAPPYHAPPY:D After one round of jenga, we decided to do some jump shot, but to no avail, after jumping almost 3-4 times, it always end up having us coming down,or attempting to jump:(So, random shots were much preferred:)

Having known to have serious time management problem, almost all the time. It quite pathetic (i even went for workshops on time management-stupid student leaders module thing!!), so i decided to be extra early, then to be a little/very late:) I'm trying my best to change, so tolerate with me people:)

I must have been sleeping through these workshops. Back in PL, student leaders were practically forced to go for some leadership modules thing. It always end up taking my holiday(one whole sept hol.), or after a long long LONG day. Nothing, no such of any information actually manage to be diffuse into my already brain-dead brain. I can't believe that i actually manage to tolerate 2 years of it, i must be super.

Okay, i almost forgotten about it:D SK played the joke on Reggie, and i tell you,it was super funny, i had a really good laugh(although not as good as JE's:D). Reggie's expression was, however, a little stone, so when he came to a full realisation of what he actually said, it was super funny. Imagine daze-->half-shock-->shocked! HAHAHAHAHA

p.s i need more people to listen to my joke!!

2009-05-04T23:14:00.002+08:00

scandalous, shameless.

I just heard the most absurd thing of my life. Shameless, seriously.You call yourself a -------, and as a highly educated person of the society to educate, you should really check your mouth and the language you speak. If you think you are all high and mighty, taking sides, seriously, just f-off. You don't deserve to be where you are, and stop all the bullshit about your background, its too much to handle, too much for a person who even have the cheek to speak about it. Where you come from, what you do, you are just nothing "but trash".

okay,this is in no reference directly to me,i just heard ---- talk about it, and its just disturbing to even hear about it.

i can believe i just saw a lizard and cockroach together, what damn luck!!Now,half my life is gone. Thanks to it.

2009-05-03T23:58:00.003+08:00

ok, im back to blog,again. School is going to start in erm, 8 hours time??

Let me do a list check of homework i have completed:

[1] Maths tutorial ex.5 =checked
[2] Maths tutorial ex.4=half-done
[3] Logbook(2 entry)=checked
[4] IPC tutorial=left a teeny winy bit

ok it seems im almost ALL DONE. HURRAY!!

ok you must be wondering what the hell are those pictures up there. My mummy whipped up CHILLI CRAB last friday! How AWESOME IS THAT!!! So, the above, are mainly the before and after:D It was f-nice/delicious:D

Met up with jiaen yesterday!!!I MISS HER &^$@#@$%^%&^*^(@$%^&^&* ALOTALOTALOT!!
i think i manage to get there by 11am++, she was not washed up and she even confess to me she has not even brush her teeth, OMGOSH! But, we are BESTIES, we don't really mind, but nevertheless, i got her to wash up after much nagging!!

We set down to do our work and it seems that vj has pulled out a lot of weight from her, JIAEN EAT MORE, EVEN THOUGH YOU ALREADY ARE!! So she studied for her chemistry test, while i scramble with my logbook. This time, i will do it my way,no more charmaine or Dr lim method.This pushing reponsibility thing between them really needs to come clean, can't you two just settle among yourselves and give us like one definite answer!!omgosh!!

Since jiaen was too lazy/tired to accompany to eat fish noodles(i miss it dam alot!!), we just settled with maggie mee. I just follow suit, since she offered to cook, i will just help to eat:D Seeing jiaen cook, really can get abs(laugh too much). Maggie mee for her takes half an hour to cook, what 10 secs change sides thing, and stuff, can die laughing!! Okay so 2 person ate 3 packets(freakin' alot-i wonder how i survived), it was a lot and super SALTYSALTY! WATER PLEASE!!

after we eat, i offered to wash, since she cooked:D After clearing up, we sat down to drink some china(made in malaysia) apple sparkling juice thing, not bad for first tasting:D Okay, her mum soon came back afterwards, felt rather awkward to stay any longer, so i decided to make a move. Hopefully i can make it next week too:D

school is going to be fun,hopefully:D

p.s temperature taking is really getting on me. hate it, it suckzzzzzzzzzz

2009-04-30T23:04:00.002+08:00

culture gaps are hard to patch.

I MISS PL. Everything about it just makes me cry when i think about it. I want to go back to what i have called my 'second home' for 10 years, i want to go back to my friends where we can really talk, laugh and joke around. I don't mind wearing the uniform for a few more years, just let me go back to them and my teachers who have never failed to show their care and concern. I miss all about PL. I want to go home.

2009-04-30T11:33:00.002+08:00

IPC tutorial/lecture is just super SUPER boring! OLH just speaks uninteresting.

I'm having tutorial now and it is boring. Break for an hour later. Now we are discussing about class outing:) No one really listens:D

SOP is TODAY!!!AND I CANT CANT CANT GO:((
I really want to, missing such an important event just screw my entire day. SOPSOPSOPSOPSOP, I'm sure it will be good:)

2009-04-29T20:40:00.003+08:00

Day 8

Today was just simply the most awesome-ness day:D. Nevertheless, absolutely/undeniably tiring. 2 hours of IPC lecture, can kill anyone with boredom. (Surprisingly, OLH knows she has got a really borin voice.LOL)

Prac with DR LIM was simply awesome.He is the funniest and most action teacher i have ever met. Go look at my facebook album and you will understand why:D Lovin' every mbio PRACTICAL. See how much i emphasise the word, because LECTURES, just slaps you back on the face about the liking part.

I just bought my MBIO textbook.$57 or$57.70 to be exact. It is expensive and really REALLY heavy!! Hopefully, it will be useful, or it will be like my Music textbook(a freakin" $60++), a white elephant that is obviously of no good use:(

Trials tomorrow. It has been a long 6 months++ since i touched my racquet:( Lovin' TENNIS BABEH:D Hopefully, i have not lost touch of it.

Say Hello to the track/trackmill/weights. Bye bye unfit, welcome healthy.

Remembering the days when i will go to the gym at least twice a week. Since O-levels, it just stopped completely. OMGOSH, the end product is rather obvious:(((

2009-04-28T22:58:00.002+08:00

After an awfully long day, i am finally back home:D

Days since school started: 7 days

Seriously, it felt like i have already been in school for months.I see the projects coming in, quiz,test and not to miss out, reports, revision and many many MANY, seriously, just TOO MANY things to digest into my puny brain. It just feels like o-levels everyday, or maybe even worse, you do not even know when it will strike you.

Especially with what some teachers call it "fun", surprise quizzes are just a living heart attack. Fortunately, i have survived many rounds of it, but i'm not exactly too sure if i can endure so many suicide attacks in the future!!

Homework, OMGOSH, this time, it is really, literally, "not-faking", a HEAP/MOUNTAIN of it! To date, i have finished 3 weeks of work for Math.Two MBIO Report. Just 7 days of school, and i have to vomit/slog out half my life to complete all this. SAVE ME, PLEASE!!

However, with all those academics that are piling on us. There are really some fun occasions too:D L-O-V-E my class, 1M01. I dare say we are the most bonded class ever:D Lab sessions are really fun too, i had a laughing disease from one of them:DD
We eat during breaks,TOGETHER. Move around, TOGETHER. And now, with some gaming craze, we play it, TOGETHER TOO:DD I'm lovin' this:D

Ok, after 2 lessons of German, i can finally introduce myself. Although slow, in fact very very slow. I still manage to piece those chima-logies together. My German name, as i have composed it today, will be Sophie Sharfey. Cool right?? It's such a pretty name:D

As much as school is moving along, i have to plan, when to go back to PL(oh, i miss PL like crazy, i simply <3 my school, girls school rocks socks babeh:D) to collect my testimonial and graduation stuff.

P.S JIAEN AND JOLENE, WE NEED TO ORGANISE A DAY TO GO DOWN TO PICK IT UP!!!REMEMBER MUST WEAR PL UNIFORM<3

2009-04-28T08:48:00.000+08:00

i can't believe i have to miss SOPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I got some tennis trial on that day:(

i wannnnnnna goooooooooo,but can't

2009-04-27T14:34:00.003+08:00

today's practical was H-I-L-A-R-I-O-U-S!!

while washing the pipette, the water squirted on to the sterilizing oven, i almost broke the pipette while washing it, while washing the pipette again, the water hit the LAB TECHNICIAN! OH MAN, you should have seen the expression on his face!!you can literally die from laughing.

i think im cursed to be with the pipette.oh well, bacteria' are next for practical, i definitely not want to be associated with them, no funny:(

2009-04-25T22:14:00.004+08:00

I AM IN LOVE<3

She is KWEK JIAEN.<3<3<3

I love her too much to be put into words. A friend to find in a million years,a partner that some can only dream of.

I am indeed bless to have her as my best friend. We laugh,we cry, we shout, we worry together.I just can't think of any thing we have not walked through together(think straight!). We sleep in class, we eat in class, we use handphone in class, we talk a lot in class, we grumble in class, we break test-tubes during Practical, we dance during Music lesson, we play with dust pans and broom, we laugh at each other, we think of stupid jokes, we talk behind teachers' back, we take alot of pictures together, we shout at the deck of the boat at Pulau Ubin, we destress by singing,we talk to ourselves like some autistic child, we smile when we receive each others' sms, we send birthday greeting to each other first, we think of each other when we see something nice, we eat the same stuff all the time, we share our stuff, we support each other during competitions, we will be there whenever we perform, we help each other when we have a doubt, we talk a lot, we watch our favourite shows together, we play the piano, we are in the same class for all 4 years, we believe in hope, we believe in not letting any chance slip by, we believe in courage,we love the subjects we hate, we study higher chinese together, we get stress together during music composition, we go on low-budget shopping together, we visit temples, we do english,maths,chinese,science,geography,literature,pe,music,social studies, we did PRELIMS together, we endured O-levels for 2 years together,we are frequent visitors of the national library, WE LOVE EACH OTHER<3

I JUST CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF HER<3 as long as you live on, there is still hope<3

2009-04-23T18:56:00.000+08:00

i really dislike her.

fluttering feeling

2009-04-20T07:21:00.002+08:00

so the holidays are officially over.I mean after moaning about wanting to go to school, now i am a little confuse. Life is so ironic. Now i feel,maybe the holidays could be longer, maybe a day or two??!!

time reporting:7.24am
I am stupidly seating in front of Blk 83 #07-03, simply because i am too early. Lessons start at 8am, and now i have to find ways to kill those extra minutes!! First day as freshman at NP. I really hope everything goes smoothly. I hope i don't get lost! Driving past PL today just made me remember all those fun ALL-GIRLS day. It's just those good old days that are gone that makes me sad. I really miss those really crazy times, where we do CRAZY stuff. Really crazy stuff, not anything you would expect other than an ALL-GIRLS school. Now, here i am in NP, i hope i don't fall in the BC category, I'm H-A-P-P-Y with BS.

Also, thanks to those scary ghost stories told, the lift and the 7-storey thing just makes me wanna scream!! Everything started with the lift, omgosh, doesn't it have a sensor or something, it almost closed on me.Gosh!!

Today is going to be the hated day. Practical/lectures/tutorials all pack in one:(I really think it is going to be a miracle if i can ever teleport myself from blk 83 to lt 51c. wish me luck:)

2009-04-18T02:44:00.002+08:00

loving all the camps and outing.:D <3

I am sure it's going to be a fresh new start in NP. Having known some really cool, whacked out people, it's going to be a hell of fun!! I am having mix feeling about school starting this monday. After a strenous 6 months break, i am not sure if i am ready for yet another turbulous cycle of studying/tutorials/lecture??!! All i hope is that i can be punctual for class( Imagine Pasir Ris to Clementi-Easterner meets the West) and i don't get lost, the school is way too big.They should build monorails-like sentosa-or something so as to ease the flow of communting from this to that or wherever.

2.49am on Saturday morning, it's dark and my parents are currently watching korean dramas which is not that appealing to me. Got to attend some women seminar at the Conrad with my mum later(I Hate it!).

I need to exercise!!Considering i last saw a trackmill in March 2008 and the track, last God-knows-when. No exercise=bad for health, and i am beginning to feel that coming, this is bad.

My wildest fantasy is to kiss a girl-(OMGOSH),i can't believe i actually said that..

2009-03-22T19:04:00.002+08:00

Even dreams have an expiry date.

After nearly 17 years, that is one very important lesson i have learnt. I must admit that i am always highly ambitious, sometimes overly, if you must say. As the old saying say "the higher you think you can climb, the more it hurts when you fall, when reality fights back".

Since young, i had many dreams. All kinds of dream. Like the sport i want to play, the instrument i want to learn, the grade i want to achieve...blahblah, the list goes on. But i am proud to say that i have achieved quite a few. Miracles do happen sometimes,and i don't deny that.

Here are some of the followings:

[1]top the class= Primary 3
[2]After failing a year of Additional Maths, i scored second best in the level for common test (term1), and full marks for the following term quiz(term2), in secondary 4
[3]Learnt ballet when i was p5/p6/sec1
[4]Learn how to play tennis
[5]Got to be part of a musical (sec 4)
[6]Played in a friendly match with Nanyang(sec2)
[7]Learning Fashion illustration
[8]Learnt piano for almost 13 years
[9]Got invited to -jc for audition(dsa)

But then, there were regrets.

[1]I failed maths in sec 1 and sec 3
[2]failed art in sec 1
[3]b3 for science from p3-p6
[4]Failed in getting to a pure science stream
[5]Never played in any Nationals (a total of 100 matches)-i think i am the only one
[6]Umpired throughout my cca
[7]Failed in the audition to -jc
[8]Failed Higher Chinese for O-levels
[9]Stopped learning ballet(force)-sec 1
[10]Failed Additional Mathematics the whole year-sec 3
[11]Didn't take biology in sec 3
[12]Screwed up my Music O level
[13]Failed Grade 5 Theory Exam-sec 2

However, there are chances for repentance, and i am thankful for that, especially for those around me who gave me a second chance

[1]Happy to go Poly, instead of JC (at least i study what i like,its either science stream or not, No way in arts, i hate humanities!!!)
[2]Retaking --- exam
[3]Got at least a merit for the retake test for grade 5 (ABRSM)
[4]learning german as 3rd Language
[5]Hoping to continue playing tennis

This is not some confession post. It's just that sometimes, saying it out, is MUCH MUCH better. It going to be new day tomorrow, NO WAY am i going to remind myself of the past. Everything will be back to the starting point, it's a new race.
[3]

2009-01-21T13:14:00.001+08:00

HALO HAVANAIAS

Its finally here, from the UNITED STATES!!Thanks Aunty Ruth:D

2009-01-18T16:24:00.002+08:00

Although somewhere somehow, there may be a tingle of regret, but i pray, and pray hard, that God would be there with whatever choices i make. Life is not meant to be a bed of roses, mistakes do happen, and it did. So, i must stand up again to regain my life. Even the road, i know, that it would be full of stumbles and falls, but i believe that having you and staying strong will make me see the light again. Amen.

2008-12-25T00:30:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!

2008-11-14T23:42:00.005+08:00

sometimes, it's really awkward when you start digging up things that you have not seen for a long long time. As a matter of fact, i am beginning to miss those things, like friendships and maybe lots of freedom and joy that i once had.

After much wining about wanting to take neoprints with my friends, it has boiled down to "hello!?, we are sec 4s and neoprint is so yesterday, i have a camera, we can use that". Ok. why is everyone trying to think that age is a major factor to our progress, of perhaps reaching a more "mature" level of teenhood? So is it like "im a grown up, no more neopets, no more neoprints, no more cartoons, no more this, no more that..blahblahblah.."

Come'on man!!Life is SUPER short. Before you even realise that "whoa, the time has come to party", it has gone with the wind. Take the O levels for example, after much striving and pespiration (those times were hell!), it has come to a full circle and now its just for the result to come and jet set to a college or whatever.

I watched High School Musical 3 yesterday. Ok, other than the gabriella and troy mushy love story, it has made me realise that although graduation, there is prom, there are no more exams, but it also mean its time to say goodbye, seperation.

Dont't give me the bullshit, FriendsForever. Just look at when we were still innocent and niave in our primary six days, everyone said that. But honestly,how many of us have lived up to it?

People move on. You leave, and create your new life. I go mine, create new friends and move on with my life. You may say that we can meet every 21st of which ever month, but how long can that last? honestly.Friendships need to sustained through hardships, joy and happiness that we share on a daily basis. Increased distance would mean more wear and tear off the friendship and then, soon, only time will tell, it will be gone.

I love my friends, i love my school. But, all good things sure do come to an end, and it has come again.

To. all my friends:
1)Jia En
2)Beverly
3)Xinhua
4)Gloria
5)Cheryl
6)Zhi Xian
7)Zi Qi
8)Amelia
9)Jill
10)Gloria
11)Charlene Lee
12)Ee Ming
13)Gwendolyn
14)Abigail
15)Amanda Wee
16)Amanda Chong
17)Amanda Chin
18)Fu Mei
19)Harlene
20)Wei Kee
21)Pearlyn
22)Jamie Goh
23)Jamie Chan
24)Sivanhyaa
25)Darnya
26)Priscilla Yang
27)Grace Ho
28)Jeya
29)Tiffany Kwek
30)Tiffany (A CLASS)
31)Alyssa Wee
32)Sarah Tan
33)Bianca
34)Iqah
35)Faith
36)Anita
37)Sim Ai
38)Gladys
39)Lim Xi
40)Jolene Khoo
41)Shermaine
42)Pavi
43)Davi
44)Joyce See
45)Grace Yeo
46)Dawn
47)Fiona Tan
48)Fiona Tan (FUZZY HAIR)
49)Charlene Lau
50)Charlene Poh
51)Arielle Koh
52)Jia Le
53)Dianne
54)Jeanette
55)Annabelle
56)Anna Chin
57)Anna Yeo
58)Jin Le
59)Bryna
60)Xingnan
61)Hui Peng
62)Ling Cyen
63)Esther Lim
64)Esther Yong
65)Esther Tan
66)Esther Wong
67)Rachael Quah
68)Juan-an
69)Carolyn
70)Angela
71)Zenia
72)Alvina
73)Claire Lim
74)Angel
75)Liying
76)Wen Yi
77)Wen Shuang
78)Pamela
79)Li Shan
80)Jasmine
81)Bi'en
82)Claris
83)Samia
84)Valentia
85)Cheryl Ang
86)Cheryl Hua
87)Lynette
88)Ping See
89)Olivia
90)Jeyanthi
91)Priscilla Heung
92)Edna
93)Doreen
94)Wan Yi
95)Jessica
96)Ilysa
97)Liyana
98)Carina
99)Hazel
100)Glennice
101)Robyn
102)KITRU!!!

Whether you hate me or love me, or we only have a slight aquaintence, i THANK GOD that i have had a chance to know you, and may your future endeavours be sweet and fulfilling.:D

2008-11-08T23:36:00.002+08:00

escapade to vietnam.

i have escaped.(yeah!) Got my ticket and hop on a plane and here i am in V-I-E-T-N-A-M. It was just too boring staying in Singapore with NOTHING TO DO!!

It's almost seeing geography come alive. I saw a freakin' meander and an ox-bow lake in the making. It's no Singapore river here, it's a R-E-A-L river!!I have got quite a culture shock when i first arrived. This place- no rules. The traffic is serious, if you think that a conjestion at our PIE expressway is hell, wait till you see what is it here!! I shall keep it brief. wait for my photos to load, the picture will do the talking:D

O-Levels is ending,and strangely, i feel quite empty and lost.

2008-08-10T21:52:00.003+08:00

when everything seems so weary
i sit at my window pane
looking at the grass sway so freely,
and the flowers blooming gracefully

and when i look back at my stack of work
i feel like giving up
but the world won't let me
what have i done?
to receive this.

deadlines come pouring in
but nothing is complete,finish
i feel so useless-helpless

2 months away,
i sit here
looking at the blank space
at the corner of my room
misery comes pouring in
show me mercy
let me rest

one to ten
chapters of equations
definition

as a child
years of mundane
when i gaze down my little window
little children
may they be naive and innocent
but they have the joy and fun i long to have

why is it only pain remain, and tears stay
i have miss too much
and forget too many
to talk of these childhood tales

16 years, going on 17
another phase after 4 years
is these all we live by
just
what is life?

meaningless,selfish and full of hatred,pain

however, life may be mean
tyrannical
but of faith
i look to him for wisdom and strength
he who has salvage me from past miseries
will again, not forsake me
but of love,
give me comfort and company

i want to play
i want to smile
with truth and happiness

i want my friends
i want GOD

i want to come home

2008-07-20T15:44:00.007+08:00

PL MUSICAL 2008: The Father's Gift

even though i have earlier promised that i would not be posting anything before the O levels. I CAN'T HELP but post about the musical.

Let me tell you, this musical PACKS A PUNCH!!!It's super,MEGA!!even though it just ended, like yesterday, i feel like as if something is lost.With all those intense rehearsals and trainings, all is gone within 3 performances. It was such memorable times when we had to train during the june holiday for 2 weeks(9am-4pm), and also during school days when we had to rehearse till 8.30pm at night on fridays and saturdays. It was during such tough times that we learn to grow as a team together. Friendships were forged with the dancers, crew, and also choir members. It was like one BIG FAMILY. Every single individual play a huge role in the production of this musical. People that i never got to know before, now i get to know them so much better!! Especially, those that i have only known vaguely, i have learnt so much more about them. This has definitely impacted me in many ways. As what Ms Loh has said, "this musical is not only going to be a 3 session thing, it is going to impact people a long way." I totally agree. I would like to take this opportunity to thank all the teachers for their hardwork and committment to the musical. Without anyone of them, it would never have been so successful.I salute you for that.

During these long period of time that we have come together, i have made more friends, get to know some people much more in depth and grew to respect the teacher and the school even. I LOVE EVERYONE IN THE MUSICAL. Its a pity that it is over. But as the saying goes: All good things always come to an end:D

To all cast and crew. Thank you very much, you have worked hard. Thank you.
Mention:
[1]King: Priscilla
[2]Father/Spy:Sivanhyaa
[3]Cook: Archaana
[4]Man II/ Angel: Ee Ming
[5]Joshua: Delane
[6]Soldier 1: Vannessa
[7]Soldier 2: Grace
[8]Jericho Soldiers: Nowell, Wanyu, Karthiga, Wanyu, Jia Ling
[9]Kael: Vannessa
[10]Micah: Alison
[11]Dee: Sherrie
[12]Spy2: Johanna
[13]Old servant: Ilyn
[14]Messanger: Melissa
[15]Isralites Guards: Geraldine, Natasha, Sarah, Pramila
[16]Isralites: Valerie, Su-may, Bao Yun, Elizabeth
[17]Cook assistant 1: Anisha
[18]Cook assistant 2: Cheryl
[19]Rahab: Danya
[20]Courtiers: Nicole, Samantha
[21]Jerichonians: Srija, Nadia, Diane
[22]Ava Crew: Cheryl, Manisha and others
[23]Art Crew: Eugenice and others
[24]Choir

Teachers: Mrs Dhaliwal, Miss Adeline Loh, Miss Adeline Ong, Mrs Suzanne Tan, Ms Tessa Tan, Ms Intan, Miss Audrey Chia, Ms Gomes, Miss Nair, Mrs Ow, Mrs Goh Hui Cheng, Mrs Ong, Mr Lee

p.s. i would like to sincerely thank all my friends that have come for the musical to support me. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.special mention:

[1]Jasmine
[2]B'ien
[3]Liying
[4]Angel
[5]Fiona Tan PW
[6]Jiaen
[7]Gloria
[8]Zhixian
[9]Xinhua
[10]Jill
[11]Bianca
[12]Kit Ru
[13]Charlene Lau
[14]Charlene Lee
[15]Iqah
[16]Gladys
[17]Sim Ai
[18]Faith
[19]Anita
[20]Jolene
[21]Jinle
[22]Ziqi
[22]Diana
[23]Cheryl Cheong
[24]Tiffany
[25]Joyce S.

Thank you everyone:D

2008-03-09T09:29:00.002+08:00

ok. i've decided to set time to blog. This blog would definitely turn into some antique someday.

Firstly, it would be about the last day of school. My marks are a killer.I got like 24 for L1R5. Just kill me now.

I got quite a lot of advice from teachers how to improve, but how is it going to work on me would be a question mark. I feel so helpless when it comes to schoolwork.It is like either you get it or you do not. Argh!!

Advices from teachers:
[1]ENGLISH: listen to Channelnewsasia everyday at 9. Listen to the radio and read the newspaper.
[2]HIGHER CHINESE: read the newspaper and learn more idioms!
[3]A MATHS: practise,practise,practise. Analyse, analyse, analyse
[4]PHYSICS: practise,practise practise (and understand the formula)
[5]MUSIC: he said that my playing is bad(in fact very bad), change a teacher(WTH!!!!)
[6]GEOGRAPHY: read more, a lot!!

i did not see the other subject teachers(those not listed) because 1) i could not find them 2)i simply do not want my mum to see them.

in total for my scores: 4 C6(FOR DEATH), 3 B3/B4(FOR HEARTACHE), 1 A2(THAT'S NOT AN ACE)=24(L1R5)

i think it just shows that i got to pull up my socks, no computer, no television(only during required times), no playtime. its going to be drowning in books.

POST FOR YESTERDAY:
i had training yesterday. It was quite tiring but it felt good after working out!!in total for the day, i did 9 parallel suicides, 3 alternate suicides across 3 courts. Surprisingly, my leg did not sore this morning:D

TODAY:
today is the official starting day for the holidays. But sec 4=no holidays.

The list of holiday homeworks:
-lit:unseen prose
-ss:reliability notes
-geog: workbook
-maths: 2 questions from revision 4

list of things i am going to do:
[1]read TKAM from cover to cover, inside out
[2]revise sec 3+4 A maths
[3]read everyday's newspaper
[4]watch the 9pm news everyday
[5]read geog tb
[6]drill my piano playing
[7]revise maths(especially vectors!!)
[8]read chinese newspaper everyday
[9]watch chinese news everyday
[10]try to diffuse chem formulas+theory into my brain
[11] practise physics

i think this are all enough to kill. its going to be tough but RESILIENCE!!!

got to go, catch me after o levels:D

2008-02-26T23:23:00.001+08:00

no a for ace
few b for heartaches
c for death

2008-02-04T21:43:00.001+08:00

even though it was an extremely tough decision, with everyone pouring out demands and questions at you. I feel that i have made the right decision. I WILL NOT LIVE TO REGRET!I HAD ENOUGH.

2007-12-22T19:51:00.000+08:00

What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) You have a very hard time focusing, and you find it difficult to stay on task without your mind wandering. You probably zone in and out of conversations and tend to miss out on directions because you cannot focus
Manic Depressive
Paranoia
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)
What mental disorder do you have?

I think this chart is pretty true.lol

okay, 1 more day to JE's birthday and 3 more days to Christmas.
it was hell long since i have last updated this dead blog.i was lazy, i have to admit.To even blog about my daily life, when all is just some pathetic routine, it is rather quite a waste of time. oh well. today's a little different.Firstly, i got a really bad cold-thanks to the weather-and a throat infection. It feels so bad being sick. It feels like your life is completely screwed up and you feel so useless. The bed is the only place that will compliment you.ok, thats all about my sickness.I hate being sick.IT SUCKS.

nothing in this world will be able to stop me from going for training-unless i am so sick when i can't get off the bed..but that rarely happens:D The weather was such a letdown. It was rather sunny from about 1000-1400, but at 1600, when my training starts. It began pouring. you just feel like cursing then. But you are what you say. so when you swear, you are just one who lacks composure. oh well-p.s, that only applies to me:D

apparently almost everyone was there, maybe except for Coach James,Benson, Benjamin and Joseph who were M.I.A-missing in action. At least the jokers were there, which was good.Due to the rain, the courts were unavailable for use, so all of us had to go to the aerobic room for conditioning. I HATE CONDITIONING!!but being a player would require tip-top stamina right??right!!no choice. We did the basic stuff, like push-ups,kangaroo jumps, burpees and turtle-jumps(??). It wasn't that strenuous after all. Due to the limited amount of space we had, we decided to play games-you can't sprint or do circuit training, can you?in a room not more than 6mx6m??-to kill time. We played 'monkey' and captain's ball. It was really fun, like doing something different rather than tennis. Alphonse(i think it's spelt this way), was acting like a little boy-even though he is already sec 1-,he was like some baby when we were playing. An example would be when he got hold of the ball, he would start hugging it and when we want to take it away from him, he give us that face.urgh, you know that face, filled with 'something' that would make you sympathise him and that will make you go soft-you can say that its the playful,cheeky, cute face???haha. Matthew was extremely wild, he was hitting and bouncing on almost everybody to get the ball.gosh!!Kang Sheng had a stretch on his knee-old injury!take care man!
Overall, it was really fun!!:D

Thats all.toodles~~catch me up soon

2007-11-28T22:43:00.000+08:00

It has been a LONG, long time since i've blogged. So, here i am to revive it from its "death". :)

Cambridge was yesterday!!Woah! Finally its O-V-E-R!!! After uncountable meetings and preparation, its finally over!!yay! Even though there were some problems, last minute matters, it was still manageable.Okay, here are the pictures!! Enjoy!!

2007-11-03T20:09:00.000+08:00

CALLING ALL 2B1-IANS OF 2006!!! WE ARE GOING TO HAVE A CLASS GATHERING!!! YAY!!!

INFORMATION IS AS FOLLOWED:

Date: 8 November 2007
Venue: Marina South
Time: 7pm-10pm
Nearest MRT Station: Marina ( i think it is the RED line)

**If any of you have any problems getting there, you could contact me and we would arrange a time/place where we could all go together.:D

*Any problems, please do contact me via MSN,email, or even my hp:D

P.S. After reading this message, could all 2b1-ians please kindly leave a tag on my tagboard to show that you have acknowledge this message. Thank you.

I REALLY HOPE THAT ALL COULD ATTEND THIS GATHERING!!I MISS ALL OF YOU!!!!

2007-09-30T20:50:00.000+08:00

today was a sucky day.i was feeling sore all over.like i just did something really strenious.maybe it could be due to the long 3 weeks of crazy things running through them..first it was the exams, then the innovation week and just yesterday..the funfair!!didnt really do much today, as i slept the entire day!!!whoa it felt good!NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!actually its not really such a thing that we should be happy about, because they took up one day of the weekend:D

okay i am going to blog about yesterday.

as usual, like a normal school day, woke up at 6..blahblah, the usual. arrived at school, went to the store and, supposedly suppose to help to make things right, but i dont think i was needed at that point as i did not have anything to do..because most of the things were done by those who were already there...so it was rather boring and relaxing???i know it kind of ironic.

ok, we had a long opening by the principal...it was the same old story that she is repeating everytime she stands on a platform to address us..it sometimes really gets on my nerves.argh..the limelight of the day should have been on the Guest-of-Honour, but apparently she has stolen all of it...the opening was really pathtic..all the GOH said was " i declare this fair open"..like he came to say these few words..must as well record it and send it over..its was really stupid!!

ok the fair was declared open..so i went to iqah's booth to get my nails done.apparently, the other things around were quite boring, so why not support the stores you friends were in?so amu help me on my nails for a reasonable $4..it was worth it..so it didnt hurt paying for it..hmm, talking about my friend's stall, i also support Ziqi/Zhixian's booth, the dunken pool, i supported by supporting mrs loo and mrs tng to be dunk!!whoa!!it was really cool.i think i paid about $5 for it??yup. when i was at their booth, i got to see ms liang, mr tang and sarah teo dunked.it was hilarious..

talking about the food on that day, i didnt bother to eat that much.. the food was really fattening..like a packet of fries with half of it topped of with a huge amount of cheese/mayonnaise..you know what i mean..so i only ate a hotdog bun and drank a can drink..i didnt even support my sister's stall..lol

duty on that day sucked..it was either slacking down at the booth or walking around the school holding the loud haler, trying to promote the stall...overall i was only smashed on the face by miss ting and some small boy..it was cool and disgusting..with all the gue(that is mixed with choc sauce,flour and water) pouring down from you face or your hair..it was rather time consuming to remove them all from my face..not only the face had it.on the hair, i had dry flour, on my skirt, some gue and flour, and on my shoes, the gue was on it..YUCKS!!

ok, i didnt play much games, didnt eat much food...had to leave early for training..so it wasnt a kind of a funfair for me..

at training, it was the usual,had quite an amount of drills.played some games, and that should be all...STUPID JETRO(if it was spelt like that??)kept on saying that i might sprain my ankle again.its like kind of irritating..but without matthew around, its a rather quiet training..he is like the chatterbox of the team..so yeah..he had to stay home to prepare for his PSLE..

ok i think thats all.got to go..i think my posts are getting rather boring..

2007-09-22T00:18:00.001+08:00

i dont think i will be able to last for the next 3 day.im dieing from exhaustion..immediately after the brain-wrecking exams.innovation week follows tightly behind it.The project is killing me.i sleep lesser these day-because of it-compared to the days when i was still having my exams...maybe from 5 hours a day to 3 hours??i broke my record of sleeping at 5am just by redrawing the model over 3 times again and AGAIN!!it has to be drawn to scale each time..just by measuring it to the exact millimetre kills...AHHH!!just kill me now.Since Wednesday.the days were just packed to its limit.

Heres an outline of the three day..(wed-fri)=

Wednesday:

0830-0930=physic/chem paper 3(it was okay)

0930-1030=suppose to be a break.but because of an additional paper for music students..a last-minute thorough revision was serious needed..

1030-1230=music paper(it was like rubbish..like seriously..it does not even seem like
an exam..there were technical problems, communication problems....blahblah.and topics that weren't taught before were tested.wth)

1230-1300=met up with xinhua after the exams,she gave me a brief idea on what the talk that took place during the music exam was about...

1330-1800=Xinhua and i went to jiaen house to play(this is an exception..starting work right after exams is mad.soo..you would know what i mean..), it was really fun, like playing in the pool, acting like cam whores and playing hide-and-seek(we DO NOT deprive childhood k!!we just felt like playing it:D)

1900-2000=just reached home..bathe, eat dinner..the usual.then it was working time.

2000-2200=met up with bev, jiaen and jamie online to discuss on the project(like allocation of duties.explanation/elaboration of duties)

2300-0200=i had to start planning on the design(as that was my duty)..blahblah..started sketching here and there.being environmentally-unfriendly.

0230=sleeping time

Thursday:

0730-0830=wake up to meet my mum at the market..and also to eat breakfast..

0830-0930=marketing with my mum(i know its quite "no link"..)

0930-1000=suppose to go to jiaen house to help her on her report..but there were some problems, so it was cancelled. Therefore i headed back home.started to sketch AGAIN..as soon as i stepped in the house..

1000-1700=still sketching. searching for inspiration on the net, like having outstanding features...

1500-1900=had an afternoon nap..i was extremely tired and also due to my weak back muscle.my back was aching super badly..so i had to lie on the bed.and i just unconsciously slept..

1900-2000=ate dinner and bathe

2000-2200=discussion of project with my teammates online. the compilations. solving of probelms..

2200-0500=sketching again..

0500=sleeping time

Friday:

0845=woke up, i got the shock of my life when i saw the clock-because im suppose to meet up with my teammates at 930..so i had no choice but to change the meeting time to 1000..i think i could feel that i was already a little sick. multiple sneezes under the hot sun and a little sore throat..hmmm

0900-1000=on my way to jamie's house...even on the bus i had to do work. it is because on this very day.i also had piano.firstly i did not even practice. so the most minimum i can do is to analyse the score, to prevent a big fat scolding from my teacher.i also had to sight read and shadow play the notes on the bus..omgosh.i felt so pathetic.

1000-1030=i was already at jamie's house, jiaen met up with me first, then we went together..jamie's dog is mad.she loves to pounce on people and also love to smell the wrong part.it could be quite irritating but nevermind.not to forget, the dog's hair kept dropping..it really irritates the nose=add on to my sneezes..

1030-1500=soon beverly came, and it was work time.budget calculation.REDRAWING of layout...only a little was done-because there were too much to be done??-, but it was better than nothing. after that we had to make a move, as i had to go for piano and both jiaen and beverly had to leave for home too.

1500-1550=while on the bus to piano lesson.i had to yet again start analysing the score and do shadow playing..how pathetic!!!

1600-1700=it was piano lesson. the scolding wasnt that bad. compared to previous lesson where she could scold you so badly that even before you can even touch the keys.you would break down first..so it was ok this time.

1700-1745=went to white sands to meet my mum for marketing..(it was convenient for me as i was on my way home)

1900-2000=i was back home then. watched an hour of television(i was too tired to even move that whenever my sis walked past me she would have to make round-a-bout, needless to say to even continue working..)

2000-2200=i was so tired that after i watch finished the television programme.i fell asleep on the floor(with my sister's bag as pillow...omgosh.I NEED A BREAK!!)

2200-2300=had a bath and i am set to work

2300-0100=had a discussion with jamie on the layout of the project. the same old thing..as usual..but because she was quite tired.she went to sleep first(we are going to meet together again tmr..to continue on the project-so she needed to turn in early), now i am waiting for beverly to send me the edited script..and while i am waiting. i am updating my almost-dieing blog.

okay, i am very sure you can understand why you should just kill me-its because of this project which is stealing my sleeping time and playing time(since its after the exams..),and it also got me a flu,a cold,a throat infection and fever!!! i don't think i can ever dream of playing until next year's o level..

after this innovation week-->enrichment course-->lessons resume!!!-->a stay back of 2 weeks(rushing through of topics so that next year, it would only be revisions..)-->my chinese o levels!!!!-->revision on sec 3 topics-->new year(2008) begins-->i dont think i would need to continue on..you should have gotten the picture..

im gonna make sure that after the o levels. i would celebrate..LIKE MAD!!!its a promise to myself. a reward for the tolerance of all these programmes...lol

ok got to go now.hopefully i will update soon ....

2007-08-10T23:36:00.000+08:00

100 years since then..
it has been too long since i last posted something.ok so be prepared, its going be a long ride reading.

>in school...
school was rather fun. with all the crappy jokes. with one unforgettable one(ear muffs-ear plugs). its an inside joke, only people from my clique would know. this stupid senseless joke made me laugh my ass out-as it is stupid things that make people laugh, right?right- ok.if i remember, it was during break, it was so funny that on my way to returning the utensils, i just stopped in the middle of the canteen and just squat down there laughing, i could barely stand, i laughed till i was nearly weak.my stomach ached, real badly. improvisation of the joke just made it worse. seriously, it was a joke that requires ALOT of imagination, you need to IMAGINE it and 'FEEL' it.haha.its rather a horny joke.

>National Day...
reached school extremely early, maybe around 640am?it was still dark then.met cheryl first, was singing stupidly to kill time.then gloria and zhixian came strolling.then miss tan, jill and amelia. all of us booked the first row as we were the songleaders.yeah:)it was like the final showdown after multiple practices. so it was really anticipating.the parade started off with some community singing, so practically the songleaders were needed. during the parade, out of the few songs that we had practiced, only the malay, indian and the theme song 'will you' were performed, which was rather depressing. but it was better than nothing right?right! the parade was like usual, you see the march in, then the march past. maybe the special features for this year would be seeing PRISCILLA throwing the stick/baton(i dont know whats that called), conducting the band and having the NPCC pose as Guard-of Honour(different uniform groups take turn each year), it was really cool seeing people from your level perform. Priscilla was so smart out there, all the hard work she has put in definitely did not go to waste. IT WAS REALLY GOOD!!

after the parade, we had to proceed to the main hall for the concert. the prize presentation was a bore, its never ending!!! one minute, you see that only 20 people are left, then the next, 50 more just joined the queue. it really quite infuriating!!it never seems to end and when it really ended, it received a huge round of applause-sense my sarcasm?ok.then the concert officially started.first starting with the malay dance, then the indian and the modern dance that was put up by the D'arts society, at least jiaen is finally SMILING WHILE DANCING, or else she would look dam constipated up there.so WELL DONE!!

then it was short session of community singing, mrs tng, mr ng and mrs tan(chenlaoshi) were leading, mr ng and mrs tan were super entertaining.mr ng look super funny in his malay costume while mrs tan look so cute in her red sari!!after the concert, i was already starving then.just cant wait to get out to munch on something!!! everyone had to proceed to the parade square while the gifts were being given out. the gifts really dont deserve its name. just some plain cereal with a can of florida=gifts???!!!oh man.

ok so after that jiaen, bev and me walked down to heartland mall to eat.suppose to eat at some hokkier center, but because the weather outside was burning my skin, it was screaming AIR-CONDITION!!!so we ended up eating at yoshinoya(spelling?), which was in the mall=air condition. after that, it was just a trip back home.

>today..
slacking the day away. i have to admit, i have gradually become very very lazy and i hate that feeling.i am far off track.one word=sickening.save me!!!

thats all for now. its too late into the night and i am too, again, too lazy to continue. so thats all. catch me up again after the EOYS. now till the eoys,it shall be a hiatus.all the best for your exams!!

2007-07-18T18:38:00.001+08:00

just came back from school..after music o lvl
thinking how long i have not blog...again!!!

it was surprising that i was not tired today...having sleep at 3am yesterday..like JUST BEAT THAT!!just because of one stupid so-not-important-ungraded pw..it cost me my beauty sleep..and you know what..the presentation was postponed to next week...just want to kill that j so badly!!

this week and next week is going to be so mad!!i have like uncountable amount of tests..and many other stuff!!!
here are the following:

[1] maths quiz-NEXT WED
[2] a maths quiz-NEXT WEEK
[3] physics quiz(today)
[4] chem quiz-NEXT WEEK
[5] lit assignment-THIS WEEK
[6] ss assignment-THIS WEEK
[7] editing of pw stuff-FRI
[8] funfair board painting-NEXT THURS
[9] vjc piano ensemble-SAT
[10] prize presentation at RI-FRI

ISN'T THAT A LOT!!!LIKE SO MUCH OF IT...NO TIME TO BREATHE!!!

school was as usual today.nothing special..the day passes quite quickly..its like the usual stuff, nothing to expect from it.

pw-it was a sore.read above

math-boring like shit. T still seem to be teaching/talking to himself.living in his own bubble..jiaen, bev and me were struggling like mad..

chapel-as usual.slacking/sleeping time

PE- the newspaper game was fun.it was totally crazy!!!volleyball was ok..learned how to move back and forth to hit the ball.i think i am quite immune to the pain. don't really feel anything.no blueblacks/marks nor redness..

chem-learned about ionic bonding..mr ong talks like he is rushing for a bullet train..we have to make him pause so that we could register what he is teaching..actually we were also bullying him. like making him stop at every one sentence he speaks.lol and bargaining a lot

phy-its mr ong again...boring...physics quiz was quite hard/tricky..we bullied him again. asking for an almost period long break after the quiz..haha..hes like the blurrest and easiest to bully teacher ever!!hahaha!!

O lvl music-as usual..had some listening quiz.did some really tiring/energy-draining worksheet..due to the shortage of time, listening exercise was cancelled..thanks God, just listening to that 'The ancients voices of young children"(i think the title is like that)..could kill..it gives people nightmare.a very freaky 20th century song!!

i think thats all for today..not really in the mood to continue on..gtg.BYEBYE :D

2007-07-07T13:59:00.001+08:00

it has been a LONG LONG long long time since i have blogged..maybe 2 weeks?? moving into july, its not a really a good thing. first 2 weeks when the term just started was TOTALLY MAD..here is the program.

tern 3, week 1:
mon-hospital appointment
tues-touchup of geog project
wed-o lvl music
thurs-suppose to be training, but apparently i did not know...had lunch with je
fri-break
sat-ACS family carnival, alapana-its some indian music anniversary concert
sun-a piano recital at vch

term 3, week 2:
mon-no school...hmk day
tues-long day..
wed-hospital appt, o lvl music
thurs-training
fri-fairfield concert:carousel
sat-hmk day, grandma's house
sun-daddy b'day:D

these 2 weeks can just kill me..it can also be called unlucky, partially because of the multitude amount of programmes-as you can see, and also because of some other things that i would not and do not wish to elaborate..the minister came yesterday. Mr Tharman( i hope i got it right..), he is so dam tall..like 2 heads taller than that puny m.l.(you know who). his visit is like some sort of a big, no humongous event, the school looks from a prison-->IMH, in other words, colourful in a disgusting way...we once look like prisoners, but now like lunatic studying in a school which cant get their colour palette right..its so dam sucky!!!
we got like flags up, trees/plants all at the wrong places(in fact i dont think its essential), and a stupid NE gallery which is so totally uncalled for...like who will visit that place, needless to say.primary school kids..i had that gallery when i was still in primary school..seldom visit it..
i even heard that everything on that day was strictly plan, from where to speak-like good morning........thank you, not a single word out of place, and also the route he would take...like ITS SO DAM FAKE!!!Mr Tharman should really, no advisable not to address that he would be visiting our school, a pop-by kind of thing would be cool:Dokay enough of school things...

in the evening, it was fairfield concert entitled carousel, it was totally very unexpecting.heres the program..

7.00-7.45-->school hall( choir, symphonic band, dance)
the choir was super funny, love the jap song, in particular the clapping!!like dam cool!!been a long time since i have seen a choir sang..miss those days when i was still in pl pri choir..

symphonic band was ok, like sort of expected the sound, they sound so dam familiar, maybe because of the instrument they use..simai's fren, Kha Keng.. think so its spelt this way, was super funny, he was playing the trombone, play until mouth ache!!haha!!!

7.45-7.50-->congyu's piano recital(Chopin Nocturne)
it was ok.its like you could really see him shivering really badly. especially the left hand, but overall it was ok. good effort. then when he played finish he came to say hi to dawn, fiona, karina and me...he sort of like wave..then"did melodie come?" this question made us stone...like when did melodie studied in PL???dam funny can...we even ask if he was ok..he looks half dead after playing, like perspiring as if it just rain???

7.50-7.55-->chinese drama
it was quite unclear, like the message was not clearly send across...it was about this broken family, dad goes oversea, mum leaves house, got a new stepmother, daughter dont understand, gets unhappy, hit stepmother, then accidentally push her, stepmother hit her head, daughter gets paranoid..blahblah.the end

7.55-8.00-->guitar ensemble
watched for a very short while, saw some electric guitar solo and abit of the overall group performance. overall=ok

8.00-8.30-->ELDDS
it was a really good performance, like dam. the storyline was super clear and funny.its abit like the history of Germany..the Berlin Wall kinda of thing, one country divided into two, hated each other since they were born but never knew the reason why...discrimination, killing..you know what i mean..i love that bimbo.so funny.like her tone is so dam BIMBOTIC...wining that sort of thing.haha.the script was good.very interesting.

after that, it was time to go home. gladys and jolene went by car, simai, fiona pw, fiona, dawn, karina, princess and me all went home by bus...to total up for that day. it was good:D

finally the tennis shirt is progressing, it sort of always meet up with a congestion, a traffic jam, like stuck and never move.my design will not be use, because it will not look nice on that shirt, it will be dri-fit, adidas, navy blue strips and a relatively low plunging 'v' neckline...the discussion could just make me bang the wall..the stripes of the shirt...sigh.
a fight between orange and blue...like wthwthwth...have to vote 3 times.like so dam annoying.i am very sure there are better things to talk abt then some stupid 'what-colour-should-we-have-for-stripes' debate session...like can all of us grow up and get it done once and for all??like so dam childish..and pt, its really very serious, its like teammates, pls like show urself, or else get out, like pls..if you want to do it..give it 100%, not 50%...like i rather not even have 1% off you..its a very serious issue and the punishment is for real. dont test the team captains..or else you will so regret your dumb uncalled for decision..

gtg.i think its long enough.will be back s-o-o-n...

2007-06-08T21:54:00.001+08:00

tennis today was okay=Dhad an inter-team match.i was in the BAO TEAM.YAY!! competing with the KITTY TEAM!!LOL.THE BAO TEAM WON!!YAY!!!wad happened after that was power.jill came up with the idea that she wanted the jumping stillshot.whoa it was super fun.we were like some mad-lings jumping up and down in the middle of the road(while waiting for the bus=D)...kitty quite failure leh.hehe.cannot jump.LOL!!!okay some photos=Dwhoa!!!
ready!!get set!!!!

GO!!!!

2007-06-01T01:19:00.000+08:00

im so going to let it go.no DUMP it!

i just hate myself now! like totally.
hate myself for being SO stupid to like you.then i just found out that you are such a disgusting creature.i feel so disgusted when i think of how i reacted to you last time that i want to puke. thanks to you, i wasted buckets of tears, and my failing grades. but at the same time, thanks to you. i have clearly understand myself and at the same time know an additional language!
GO AWAY. I TOTALLY REGRET.

2007-05-22T22:25:00.000+08:00

today's mozart challenge was kinda screwed up.and i am feeling real bad abt it.as ms T said that it was my fault that have dragged the entire team down[bcos we were at first leading..blahx)]...hopefully we could get through the next round.the written test was average.except for a few...=(

okay today's competition cost me to miss=2 periods of maths,2 live lesson, and 1 english, rot at the both music room 1&3 for about half an hour each..ah!!then a crash course for less than an hour.just imagine having to absorb 4 different types of era in such a short amount of time..killer!!then we had to rush to Raffles Instituition in like less than half an hour, and wads more, it was having a heavy downpour and with a pathetic small umbrella with 3 person in it is like=no umbrella, out of the 16 of us(i think its 15), we were the last to reach, and because its the first time i have ever went to RI, it was like a living maze, with a sea of white all around(the boys in their uniform) us...ok..when we were entered the school..going up a slope, there was this guy who came out and stood in the middle of the road wearing some big-head mask/hat??it was freaking scary(you know i hate dolls-those kind erhmmph), i screamed in the taxi, and that guy actually saw it, all his frens are like laughing la!!SUPER EMBARRASSING!!he even stood where we were alighting and waved to us.trash him man.i couldnt stop laughing, it felt like i've just survived a living heart attack. LOL...!!i tell you k, when you enter RI, its super pressurising, you see the scholar tablet, the book prize,the principals and their highest attained education, the politics ppl of Singapore or famous ppl who once studied in RI, and the DONATION BOARD..I TELL YOU K, OURS IS LIKE PUNY..LIKE MICRO-SMALL...THEIRS LIKE AT A TOWERING HEIGHT OF ABOUT 3-STOREYS HIGH!!!

okay thats all..wish that we could get into the second round=)

my leg hurts super badly.....

2007-05-20T21:30:00.000+08:00

mmhmm...cut my hair today.its like ABOUT 5 INCHES OFF MY HEAD.AHH!!!but its still tie-able, it looks like a rabbit tail.lol.wanna see it.catch me up in school...okay about cip:

it was great!!even though it was quite last minute work, but it turned out better than expected.i used some wind-blocker kind of cloth, cut, stitch(with twine)-turned out like some black widow who use to live during the victorian era..wen jing was kinda bothered when one of the 'sleeves' slipped, making it looks 'revealing'.super funny!!we even added some interesting patterns on the dress,red+yellow flowers!!one beautiful scarecrow!!wei kee's 'head' turn out super cute and super scary.we were laughing our ass out when we put the entire thing together. it looks like it was staring down at us.with big yellow pupils and a wide sharp grin!!and it was standing at a great height of about 2 metres plus!making it a giant and us the dwarfs.LOL...in all, it was a great experience, except for the paint that has tainted us..especially wei kee, she looks as if she was splash with dots of paint..from the hair to the shoes!!!haha

okay thats all for today!!cya tomorrow.

2007-04-25T00:02:00.000+08:00

life is just boring and meaningless.the lost of a smile.dreading life day by day is just so tiring.gettin all worked up at the most minimal issue then all upset at the tiniest crack.

2007-04-20T19:30:00.000+08:00

first of all i have to thank GLORIA AND KITTY FOR BEING THE FIRST ONES TO GIVE ME MY B'DAY PREZZIE!!!I LOVE YOU LIKE CRAZY!!!LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!!!!

my stupid sis with her marker
love love

not to forget i also LOVE THESE PPL:
-ZIQI
-AMELIA
-ZHIXIAN
-CHERYL CHEONG
-LYDIA
-JOYCE LER
-CHINNY
-DAWN
-FIONA
-JIN LE
-RICHA
-TIFFANY
-JASMINE
-JIALE
-ALVINA
-WEE
-ABII
-WEN SHUANG
-WEN YI
-PAVI
-DAVI
-PINGSEE
-BRENDA
-PING SEE
-IQAH

even though for some of them, we just knew each other..but they totally rock, they are the funniest people around!!!!

gloria was acting like my mommy this morning..she was all naggy..lol=Dshe was like hweemin...blahh..hweemin..you know ah...LOL!!i know that its all for my own good.haha
also not to forget wad richa said, which i kinda agree...its like when a person is crying, dont comfort.you may say that you know how that person feels..blahblah.. all those crap...in actual fact you dont at all...cool theory!
this morning i was laughing because zhixian hit me..ok you may think i have a screw loose in my head...but it was just dam funny!!!gloria said that i was siao!!then all 3 of us just started hiting each other and laughing sadistically...LOL!!this morning was just perfect..i miss those days when i can really smile or laugh...

this week just suck..maybe only on thurs..got some stupid crappy news that made my mood went plunging down..down.down...i want a REVOTE!!...i want to be there personally..

I WANT TO EMPHASIZE TO ALL MEMBERS OF THE TEAM:
[1]my design was not a copy from scgs
[2]if you all remembered, my design was put up before the c div match=before you all even saw what scgs team shirt looks like..but some stupid inconsiderate being tore it down.so when you saw it the second time..you would have thought i copied...but i did not
[3]i took more than 2 weeks to complete..which is also another evidence that i couldnt have seen the scgs team shirt and copy it...
[4]I WOULD NOT BE ANGRY OR CRY IF IT WAS A FAIR VOTE...I EMPHASIZE ON THESE WORDS.i promise i would not..i am not some stupid sore loser
[5]the captain should be the one holding the vote
[6]if you really do not like it, i have another design with me which i would only show it next thurs..i would bring it down to training..moreover i can submit more than one..
[7]whoever who wants to witness the voting session, pls kindly make yourself present on that day then
[8]all team member should vote as even one vote could make a difference...so i strongly believe ALL member.(sec1-4) should vote.and not by taking the majority..
[9]designers should not vote or speak a word during the process of voting or before the voting session
[10]if designers want to be present for the voting session,all should be there and not only one(if there is 2)
[11]all voting member should vote on merit(the better one), because what you choose is what you and the entire team is going to wear

what i have listed is not on a one person perspective basis..because i think this is what the voting session should be like and how one should think when in such a position(be it the designer or the voter)..i am not acting captain...i dont care what you will be thinking out there..i am just voicing out my opinion.thank you.

2007-04-03T16:40:00.000+08:00

ok..been a super long time since i posted the last time...
so i decided that i am going to do so today..

i am terribly sick..its freakin painful to be sick!!!
i am feeling super lerthagic for the past one and a half day.
i just dont want to do anything..except to just lie on the bed.
just yesterday. my body temperature went sky high to about 39.3 degree celsius and during the night, it went down a little to about 38.9 degree celsius. Just this morning, it was at 38.1 degree celsius.it was still killing me even though it was improving...now it is about 37.5 degree celsius. so its much better. during these times, drinking anything(including swallowing of saliva) was a chore for me, all thanks to a throat infection, whenever i swallow anything, there would be this unbearable pain at the throat area. Not to forget, i was also 'bless' with a headache, my head felt so heavy....for the past one and a half day.it was just drinking lots of water(its wasnt a choice to drink), vomiting and eating medicine(even at 12 midnight)...being sick just kills me!!!!

went to the polyclinic today. it was super crazy. waited for one hour for my number to be called, then another half an hour to see the doctor. i tell you ok. the doctor is freakin gay. he just said 'hi, what can do for you?' then i said ' i got fever, throat infection and pain at the ankle', then he just prescribe to me the medicine and the end. the mc he gave me was also wrong!!!like wth!!why i say he was gay is because his action and voice is so sissy. my mum and i concluded that he may have just graduate from the medical school and have just seen what the world is like..like wth...then when i went to collect my medicine, it was another one hour..i can die from waiting!!!

oh yah.another thing that is super effing is about the school's toliet. after e math, i was on the verge of fainting and i needed the toliet badly...when i went to the toliet, one was washing while the other was lock because it was said to be a dirty toliet...wth...then i went downstairs to the first level, i went to the toliet closest to the canteen, it was also washing, i was already very angry and sickly..ok so i walk to the well area toliet, the left toliet was kinda pack so i went to the right one, then i saw an entire clan of sec2 netball girls...ok so i went to the left one bcos the netball girls are using the toliets to change...then i had to queue for the toliet and 10 mins later, i can finally use the toliet..like wth...just one toliet thing, could take a period of nearly half an hour...WTH!!i think the dirty toliet thing is super lame...like isit really that dirty????when i was in the toliet, i almost couldnt come out...to sick to even stand..

i just found out that my ankle isnt a sprain but an inflammation...like exercising too much without wearing proper footwear...thats what the doctor said..that gayshit!!so i dont think i can apply any 'vigourous' action to my legs..which also means no tennis..NO TENNIS=(..OMGOSH!!!!

ok thats all...got to go back to sleep again...or else it would take forever for my fever to heal...cya' all on thursday.mc for 2 days

2007-03-13T01:37:00.000+08:00

the march hols=not having a holiday

[1]we have so many homework that its seem like it a month break
[2]mon:go back for lessons,tues:support joyce in her match, wed:training, thurs:training+board decorations, fri: training, sat: ONE REST(which most probably is going to be homework day), sun: piano

i hate it man...when will the school ever give us a proper break????until we graduate??

2007-03-01T20:33:00.000+08:00

i have limitations.push me to the limits, dont blame me for being ruthless

2007-02-18T15:48:00.000+08:00

went to my paternal grandma house to have reunion dinner yesterday.it was ok.just some normal dinner.just with more people...when i was on my way to my grandma house, i recieved a super mega big heart attack...ok.this is the whole story...
[1]got off the car
[2]was walking across a void deck
[3]saw 2 cats mating(i am naming it meow-female, mee-male)
[4]meow saw us
[5]ran away
[6]mee was pissed and angry
[7]so there was this stillness between us and the cats
[8]meow was following me wherever we walked to..for dunno wad reason
[9]mee was super duber piss
[10]ran forward to meow..
[11]i freaked out as i thought it was running towards me(wanting to attack me)
its gonna be gross from here onwards...
[12]mee grab meow and humped on her
[13]meow struggle
[14]mee bite her
[15]mee force himself into her...(you know what i mean..)
[16]meow wail
[17]mee just continued
[18]meow looked petrified
[19]i was horrifiedly disgusted
[20]i screamed at the sight of it
[21]ran to my grandma's house.still screaming
[22]ran into my aunts room.still screaming
[23]i couldnt calm myself at all
[24]my parents said my reaction was too big and laughed
[25]they said that it was just that meow got raped by mee
[26]i was once again disgusted!!!
[27]the end

ok..i know its kinda sick...it was sickening.if you were there with me...you will know what i mean..even my dog who was there was freaked out that it ran away..luckily my sis caught her..
even though i studied about it..you know...in sec2..
but seeing it first hand on an ANIMAL.was enough.ENOUGH!!it totally blew me away..
my mum even said that i must never get married.which i totally agree.just imagine...ahhhhhh.omgosh!!sick!sick!
ok i think thats all for yesterday.gotta go for my another reunion dinner with my maternal side..

2007-02-10T13:05:00.000+08:00

" i never wanna say goodbye"

do you not know that i care?
why live in self-denial
do you know that everyone cares for you
living in your stubborn world
blocking everyone from you inner world
i understand your change
but do you not understand you have change
why live in persistant

you think you have been pranked
played around
but be glad that its over
a burden off your shoulder
is that not what you have wanted
but now you are sad
that it is no longer by your side
its contradicting, ironic
what do you really want?
i will accept it

do not be broken down
by the voice of the world towards you
live life to the fullest
for you know
when you really fall
i will be around to pick you up
prove them wrong
for you know what is right
dont feel hopless
or useless
because you are not
but something that you choose to be
you can change
believe in yourself

i am sorry
for being neglectant towards you
i did not know what to do
but now i am here to apologise
i am sorry
i do not want to lose you
my best friend

2007-01-28T00:31:00.000+08:00

went for study group with jiaen and bev..
i am a super SCATTERBRAIN..
when i drop my ezlink card on the way..i didnt even realise...
i was like super shock when i found out it was lost!!!ran around the whole bishan just to look for it...then in the end, i found it at the mrt control station...when i found it..it was without the cover...ok, like wth.why isit when my things are lost but later found again, the cover is always missing...another case would be my adidas shoebag...i left in at yck,the next day when i went bad, i can only find my school shoe but not the bag..which means that the person actually took out my shoes and took away the shoebag..like wth..anw, when we arrived at jiaen's house, we studied for a little while, then went to play pool at the clubhouse, then study again...i lost to jiaen/beverly for pool with 2-0..have to treat them to drink on monday...halfway jiaen had to leave so only me and bev were left there studying..we studied until 615, then go home...stupid bev, when we were taking the lift, bev accidentally close the door on me..i was almost squash...lol.i think thats all for today...have to start mugging,tests coming up soon.

2007-01-28T00:24:00.000+08:00

for you...

i am sorry.
dont blame me
i simply do not know how to react
to your sudden change
pardon me
i am at a lost

you gave me hope
but broken promises...

i do not wish to speak no more
im afraid i may hurt you
yet once again
pardon me
just give me time

to think
to reflect
to decide
to answer
you...

2007-01-26T21:38:00.000+08:00

today is just a 'no comment' day..

the day just didnt started right.hcl was always the same.with srm shouting all day while me and zhixian just didnt bother about her and just talk with ourselves..then i thought it was break after that.then i realise it was SS..freaking shit la..i wan to sleep real badly!!so i was one-quarter awake..almost doze off..after break it was physics..mr thomson never come so it was a slack period.but unfortunately i had a really bad stomach ache...so the whole period of 40 minutes was spend in the toliet...argh!!after that was a maths..this time i was really super tired.. i almost doze off in front of ms wong..i was sitting in the first row..so no way in hell am i going to allow myself to doze off in front of a teacher...NO WAY!!after that it was break 2...was lying across 2 chairs...cant stand it..i was just too tired!!on my way to lit..there was this announcement:SORRY FOR THE INTERRUPTION, THIS IS MISS GAN, I WANT ALL STUDENT AND STAFF TO GO TO THE MAIN HALL NOW! I REPEAT....whoa those words hold great suspense...everyone taught some terrorist had enter the school or there was a loose gun..lol...then while we were settling down..the whole school saw a sec1 standing on stage..so the obvious conclusion was..public canning...but as everyone know...girls dont get public canning..then we realise that the girl stood up there because she was talking...lame!!!
then MRS LEE walked in...she was holding this newspaper...then she started talking about something that would tarnish our school reputation...in her speech..it was talking about something that was just plain injustice,unfairness and nuisance..it was totally stupid on that ****'s ****** to report to the *****it was just lame..hey man..go complain..in the end the person that would get hurt is not the school but you...people make things smaller..she make it into a big hoo-ha..hmmph

now its just a topic that would be discuss around the whole school...
after school, charlotte,chin,sandy,kit,lishan and me went out of school to buy the *********...all of us were shock on the amount of paper used to spill this whole incident...it was practically the main topic...and no censored was made to anything...so everything is super open...the whole thing was just so like zhi fa fan fa...to me the whole thing was just so shitty...

next 2 weeks for me is just gonna be burnt off..due to the tournament!!
i would be missing:
-8 periods of hcl
-2 sessions of o-level music
-8 periods of english
-2 periods of geog
-4 periods of physics
-and 2 tests have to be drag back by a day...

LOOK AT THE AMOUNT OF SACRIFICES!!!
theres also quite an amount of test/assignments...
1}hcl test
2)ss assignment
3)english oral
4)english narrative
5)e maths test
6)english compre??(not sure)

JUST KILL ME!

2007-01-15T19:18:00.000+08:00

today was just one super duber long day..ended school like around 530pm!!!
i think from today onwards.i am going to end school at 6pm everyday...thats super saddening and TIRING!!

[1]MONDAY-higher chinese & music
[2]TUESDAY-training
[3]WEDNESDAY-o-level music
[4]THURSDAY-training
[5]FRIDAY-end school at 4+
[6]SATURDAY-a day for me to breathe
[7]SUNDAY-training

JUST KILL ME!!!i only have one day to rest!!!that is so PATHETIC!!
sec 3 is NO honeymoon year.its just super scary to know how time flies.
next year, i'm gonna be sec 4 and there will be o-levels then 2 years later, there would be the a-levels.then, POOF! universities..
anw, i think i would just take one step a a time, slowly and steadily..

Please!!can some good soul just change my maths teacher.
here are the reasons why:

[1]shes freaking soft
[2]her teaching is not clear
[3]she seems unsure about what she is teaching
[4]she does not go step by step.but jumps all over the place.

are the reasons good enough??pls someone just help me!!why must we be re-banded???
another thing would be higher chinese??i want linglaoshi super badly..that teacher that i have now..she got that stupid china accent..cant even hear what she is speaking..and whenever she speaks she always end with that stupid 'hah'...like what the..
and when is the school gonna give us lockers..for goodness sake.carrying our bag around every 40-120 minutes is crazy..just imagine this..you have chem(practical) at A02-03 then the next period you have to go for add maths which is at F04-03????this is totally insane..
had house meeting this year and as usual the same old things that were repeated for the last two years...blahblah...stupid meetings would cost me quite alot...4 trainings on consecutive weeks would be seriously affected...argh!!

i think thats all for today...got to go for now.

2007-01-05T18:59:00.000+08:00

been a long time since i blog..

Finally, school has reopen..yay!
i totally hate the home room thing.i think the only advantages lies with the teachers.running around like shit while the teachers just sit in their respective room 'sipping tea'...okay, just imagine the whole school of about 1400 people carrying their heavy bags running everywhere every 35 minutes..that is stupid, seriously stupid.firstly, i just dont understand why the school does not give us lockers...maybe because they are too poor...lol..this home room system also gives us very little opportunity to see our frens...i see iqah like only once in a blue moon...and that also applies to abii,wee,glor,cheryl c, zhi xian etc..sometimes i dont even see them at all..and thats is freaking saddening=(

Maybe they are really poor:(here are some evidence)
-no clocks in every room
-no markers
-no dusters
-no dustbins in school
-THE SCHOOL IS NOT EVEN COMPLETE!!

i think my new class is rather ok...at least not as bad as i thought it would be..
ok, i am class comm AGAIN...i dont really like the idea of being one..especially when you are recommended by the teacher..and no votes from the class...being in the most difficult post..the secretery ...sigh..WHAT TO DO!!

i am beginning to hate that someone...so irritating.if you can take the respondsibility, then drop it.whats the point of hanging on to it..???its stupid

tomorrow, there will be cca fair..hope it would turn out good..

thats all for now.ciao

2006-12-23T11:22:00.000+08:00

counting down to christmas:2 days
counting down to new year: 8 days

this year is ending real quick.seems like everything that happened this year just flashed through and now it has turn into history...next year would be another fresh new year.new class, new school, new teacher, different frens, different subjects....

anw. let me update my long time outdated blog...
[1]went escape with my P6 class.it was real cool and we had a lot of fun other than i fainted on the viking.lol.took all my guts to continue playing after that blacked out.
[2]had my last training in nov/dec(stm:cant remember)..so really slacking ALOT.not really sure if my stamina is still up.very lazy too to go down to jog
[3]watched at least 4 movie this hols??no.1-step up no.2-casino royale no.3-happy feet no.4-the holidays....ok.it may sound crazy. but all these movies are real nice to watch!!can withstand temptation!!

for today, i would have to go to a christmas party at my aunt's house.hopefully it would turn out well..okay post a little more later.ciao

2006-12-09T00:13:00.000+08:00

posting on the nanyang match on thursday.i know it may seems a little too late to do so, but anyway..

i played the 2nd singles to a girl name louisa tan, we had a dam tough fight.a game of six ended with 2 tie-breaks.a 5-5, then a 6-6(7-point tie break), then 7-9.yeah.she won me.but i did not lose because i did not try to.i TRIED K.her balls were freaking wide/high...ran the hell out of myself.halfway through the match, my mind was already a little giddy due to a lack of glucose.ran to eudora for her 1.5litre of h2o...thanks to that man.after the match, even though it was heart-wrecking...but i just had this real good feeling.a satisfied feeling=D.my whole body was sore.i think i have overexerted myself.my ankles(both leg) and shoulders(both arm) were very VERY PAIN!!had to apply medication immediately..thank god it has already healed by now=Doverall the match did not end due to the weather...sad=(.anw thats all i am gonna to write.cya=D

pavi, my dear partner...I MISS YOU BIG TIME!!

2006-12-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

today just passed as a normal day.
slacking around aimlessly..
i seriously need to start searching for my homework..
it may sound stupid..but i lost it in my ROOM!!
i need the homework to kill time..sigh

tomorrow till friday would be training straight...
[1]training from 8-11
[2]friendly match with nanyang
[3]training from 8-11

hopefully i would have the stamina to sustain for some many days..
oh yah..i was just thinking to myself why i didnt feel any ache/cramps after the pt..strange
i think my muscle is like numb..the nerves have broken down..lol..SERIOUSLY CANT FEEL ANYTHING!!
my dear fren pavi told me that she couldnt climb the stairs/sit on the toliet bowl after pt..when i could actually still jump around/sit on the chair..blahblah.strange..

okay.i think thats all for today.got to go.

2006-11-29T23:06:00.000+08:00

had training today.super tiring.pt was a killer!!we did 50% of what the netball girls do for physical.so it would consist of:
[1]2 rounds of sprinting
[2]2 sets of 30 sit-ups
[3]2 sets of 30 push-ups
[4]forward run suicide
[5]side steps suicide(both sides)

okay maybe its not a killer, but it really could wear you off.hmph.had smashes drill, and that stupid leon.he can really kill me with his drills...it was actually suppose to be only 10 balls...but because i did not count!!i had 30 balls.WIDE court...ran like MAD!!!my legs were soft by then.overall everything was great but extremely EXTREMELY tiring..had piano lessons after that too...today is just a day that could really absorb all my energy.ALL of it..got to go already.dam tired.

just take me away to a foreign land, love me and never leave me nor forsake me...

2006-11-14T22:49:00.000+08:00

went for an eye checkup today.let me tell you some dam stupid stuff.
when i went into SNEC(Singapore National Eye Centre), i was dam tired.
then went for some evaluation test then the consultation checkup.
when it came to the consultation checkup,when i step into the room, the most common first move is to look at the doctor..whoa the doctor was CUTE....BUT WHEN HE OPENED HIS MOUTH.GONE CASE!!!GONE CASE!!
when i ask him why i kept tearing after the eye op. he just said 'oh, its just some local irritation'.hey , its obviously an eye irritation, he is like telling me the obvious!!
then i ask again why do i feel something on my eyelid that is always irritaing my eyes.then he said' oh don't bother, EVERYONE HAS IT.then i ask again' would it be the cause of me wearing contact lenses', his attitude became worser' he said 'dont bother, who know i may even have it,so ITS OK, you can be discharge, no need to come back already..'
i feel like bashing him up.he thinks i am stupid.telling me all those things that are common sense!!COMMON SENSE!!!!i spent 21 bucks on the consultation and he told me common sense. he thinks everyone in the world owns a bank, fancy spending $21 to hear you say some lame/basic knowledge/rude stuff..wasting my time/money

so in conclusion GOOD LOOKS DOES NOT MEAN GOOD CHARACTER!

ok enough of that stupid doctor.he doesnt deserve to take up so much space.
i finally got my hair thinned...finally.wee and abii, you all should rejoice..no more thick, bushy hair..haha
i miss wee man..wondering how shes doing..hopefully she is not holding the white flag yet.lol.she seems like a distress little kid/baby when she called me to say that she was all alone.haha.anw wee would always be the baby of the clique.she the YOUNGEST.
i miss abii too.heard that she having some dance lessons at studio wu..i wanna join too..=D
i miss iqah..never ever would she be left out..heard that she got a new look..cant wait to see it.=D

oh yah...went shopping again..umphh.its food shopping..for the class party!!!went with cheryl c. to buy food..can die..16 kg of chicken wing.10 packet of sausages..2 bottles of soy sauce..8 bottles of sambal chilli,2 bottles of pepper,1 packet of sugar....blahblah..its still not finish yet.i had to wake up like at 8am to go the market to buy the stingray.5KG of it!!!next would be the satay and otah,drinks,games stuff...which would be bought on the next 2 days...dam tired..almost got sick today.took a taxi ride from chinatown to loyang point..with the hot sun shining in, shining in from the front and the side really kills...after i got down.i was feeling so giddy and sick...like the feeling of seasick-even though i never had it...went to the toilet and puke everything out..that feeling sucks!!sigh..thanks god i am fine now..

ok got to go now...have to start marinating the chickens.hehe.ciao

2006-11-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

TO ALL 2B1-NERS

CLASS OUTING!!! *REJOICE*=D

Venue:Aranda Country Club-room 2325
Time:3.30pm onwards (pls take note, the time has changed!)
Things to bring:
- 1 extra set of clothes
- tolietries (shampoo/towel..blahblah)
- barbeque utensils (eg.tongs/oil brush/skewers-pls label it with your name)

we would be like having lots of fun, so i would love to see you present there=D. cya!
pls check your emails regularly as i may be sending you some stuff.

2006-11-01T19:45:00.000+08:00

yesterday chalet was cool.had lots of fun.even though it did not turn out that well, it was still satisfying.it would be much better next time=) here are the list of things that had happened"
[1]went swimming with abii,wee and sarah
[2]played 'true or dare/dare or double dare' near the pool..it also got us a warning letter due to the venue
[3]went to every chalet for a 'trick and treat' game
[4]had a cake smashing time..i had white hair after that.haha

i know that it may seems a little too little..but there was the FUN!!!here are some hilarious happenings that had happened:
[1]we dared sarah to ask a random guy to push her into the pool..the guy thought that she was deaf by calling us moronic.like wadever
[2]dared wee to go to a random chalet and shout with hands wide open 'HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR'..haha
[3]dared wee again(shes so unlucky) to go to another random chalet to take a picture with a guy...the guy was quite sporty but his girlfriend apparently was very jealous..haha.wee was blushing like a tomato..HAHA
[4]dared abii to stand in the middle of 2 pools(not conjoined together) and do some sexy move and later shout 'i am horny'.haha
[5]iqah took some cream from my cake and smeared it on wee's face-thats how the whole smashing of cake started...what happens after that was being smashed by cake on the face/butt/hair/shirt etc.the cake stink like shit and the cream was freakin oily..had to bathe after that..

during the trick and treats game, met 2 group of really very sporting people..the first one would be the acs(i), they had a dress code:halloween, it was so cool.they actually had 'cobwebs' as part of designing the chalet.real cool.we also received one pack of very cool chocolates-designed using facial parts.the second one would be the ang mo kio sec group, they were very very sporting,they were totally in the spirit of having lots and lots of fun!!!cool

i think thats all...in the end no one stayed over.so checked out at 12am.i want to thank cheryl c.you ROCK man!!!thanks for walking together with me back home.had fun talking to you.haha.=)

training tomorrow...8-11.dam early, have to like wake up at 6!!!ahhh!!need to train to get back my 1)stamina 2)tan..whoa

2006-10-27T23:55:00.000+08:00

the feeling of leaving everybody in 2b1 just sucks...having to leave the class committee and being seperated from the clique is just not good a feeling.

i would definitely miss:
[1]gloria's laughter
[2]wee's whining
[3]iqah's gossiping
[4]abii's craze
[6]cheryl c. hilarious 'wad la'
[7]zhi xian's 'comic-addiction'
[8]zi qi's bullying
[9]jolene's shyness
[10]anna's hardworking-ness
[11]jia en's 'li jia wei' craze
[12]wen jing's blur-ness
[13]elizabeth's way of talking back to me/arguing
[14]amelia's kindness
[15]charlene lau's ghost stories
[16]charlene poh's shouting.haha
[17]jill's funny faces
[18]grace's flexibility/in the way she does her splits
[19]michelle 'sarcasm'
[20]ling cyen's soft voice
[21]bianca's creativity
[22]gwen's artworks
[23]pamela's cooperations
[24]sim ai's accompany to walk home with me and iqah
[25]ee ming's ever 'top1' in class
[26]glennice's blur-ness
[27]ping see's retarded way of talking.haha
[28]gladys's 'huhhs'
[29]jamie's picking on me
[30]jeanette's competing attitude
[31]annabelle's name being called 'anna-bell-a'
[32]priscilla's ms swan impersonating
[33]cheryl ang's ah mah style
[34]lim xi's good playing on the violin
[35]valentia's craving for boys
[36]lynette's 'ever-going-against-me' for fun attitude
[37]shermaine's good dancing skills
[38]esther's encouragements
[39]dawn's 'no lah'
[40]fiona's small feet

i would miss everyone in 2b1.LOTS OF LOVE FOR 2B1!!!!

2006-10-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

ANTI-PONNING

hey all!!!bet you all miss me after 3 days of me not going to school..haha.i announce I DID NOT PON SCHOOL!!let me tell you what i have been up to:

First day:
-went to the polyclinic because i had a serious throat infection and maybe as you know i have a cyst in my right eye, so went to check on it too.had a reference letter to the national eye clinic the next day cause the doctor sayed that the cyst should have a lesser swell, but apparently it did not go down but became bigger, so i had to go to the eye centre to 'extract' it out.

Second day:
-went to the national eye clinic at mount alvernia hospital because for the other national eye clinics such as the national eye hospital and the one at changi general hospital is fully packed with appointments and had to wait for 3 months, and by then i think the swell would have already covered my entire eye.so yeah.let me give you the details of that day:

-went for an evaluation check for the eye, mainly to check the pressure of the eye and to check the degree. the checking of pressure was one of a kind.it is measure by looking in to a kind of puffer and PUFF!!a puff of unknown air would be blown directly into the eye.when it puff,i kinda didnt expect it and almost fell off the chair.haha.

-went for the checkup..as usual check here check there.then the doctor said that i had to GO FOR AN OPERATION TO SQUEEZE THE CYST OUT!!!!IMAGINE THAT SQUEEZE!!!!he said that i can dont do the op and the alternative is to wait for it to grow so big that it would one fine day explode.to be sensible.of course go for the op la!!!if burst on its own=infection=BIGGER OPERATION!!

-waiting for the operation which means to also wait for the doctor to finish consulting all his other patients.a long waiting period of at least 2 hrs??!!!ok and off i go into the operating theatre...

let me give you a vivid detail of what happened in the operating theatre(its not like what you see in the movies k.just some simple one.)its rather gory so its your choice to read or not to to read.....

[1]went in

[2]had an eye drop to numb my eye a little

[3]the doctor comes in...scary man

[4]had a second eye drop to numb the eye even more...

[5]here comes the scary and gory part!!!the doctor actually had to use a local anaestasia(did i spell it correctly) on my eye to totally numb it...and its actually inserted by an injection.imagine a needle going into the lower lid of your eyes.you could come to me to see the holy 'hole'..haha..it was FREAKIN PAIN when the needle when in..i was like screaming the hell out of myself!!!it really hurts like CRAZY!!!at this time my eye was like numb.COMPLETELY NUMB!!

[6]the doctor use a scapel(correct spelling??), flip my eyelid, cut the lumb..now the gory part...a yellow liquid was like oozing out of it...oh yah.i was wide awake at the time when my eye was operated...yeah so it was very very gross...the doctor told me that he did not expect so much to be in it...and said that it was already quite hard,wanna keep it for christmas..dots..

[7]had a gauze over my eyes and had to press on it...out i went as there was another patient that he had to operate..

[8]went back in again to have the wound cleaned up...whoa.when the gauze was remove.there was SO MUCH/ALOT of BLOOD on it!!!gory man...then just the normal cleaning up of the wound

[9] went out with an eye patch....i dont look good ok..

ok, i know that it is kinda gory but since you have read it.who ask you lor...hmmph.if my spelling is wrong,pls pardon me k.suddenly cant remember the spelling=x...

Third day
-just a medical break for me..so i was just slackin around...

thats all for my 3 days of not-appearing-in-school....its a rather long post,oh yah i also got the eye patch removed after 4 hours on that very day(2nd day)..so doodle..got to go for now.see me in school tomorrow!!!=D

2006-10-10T22:29:00.000+08:00

BOREDOM!!!

i hate boredom so much and today, the school has kinda 'bless' me with boredom.the whole day was just slackin around for like 6 hrs.this KILLS!!!!i went kinda of mental.to be accurate...i was like screaming,stamping my feet,throwing a big tantrum,pulling my hair and moving around non-stop...i know this may sound childish/crazy or whatsoever...but BOREDOM is my NO.1 weakness..i know that weaknesses are not meant to be expose.but whatever..if you ever 'bless' me with BOREDOM...prepare to see me psycho/mad/irritated....

ok.anw for today.quite an amount of things happened:
[1]found out that d actually had a gf before....hahahahaha.totally unbelievable!!!
[2]had to play 'true or dare' among ourselves(wee,abii,iqah and cheryl c.) because we were so bored
[3]the haze has became worser...so humid and irritating.argh!
[4]had our geog marks back....it sucks totally...so dont ask
[5]oh yah...abii had to do some kind of a chicken dance as a dare around one basketball court and had to squart at every corner...haha.it was really funny.
[6]another dare: i had to propose to chin, firstly it was at the stairs, i had to kneel and propose 'would you marry me?', secondly it was outside her classroom, i had to grab her hand and propose again.it was damn hilarious and as for chin, she kinda expected it and actually said'why dont you just bang yourself on the wall?'...hahaha
[7]today was a vcd/recess day...during maths and english it was cartoon-_-''...watched tom and jerry and disney wild(not sure with the title..).during d&t, we watched 'cheaper by the dozens 2'...it was nice.the young boy in the show is so hot...YOUNG boy..his tan is soooooosoooo nice.HAWT!!

ok i think thats all for today..got to go.

school is funboring

2006-10-07T17:15:00.000+08:00

whoa.finally the streaming is over!!!!!!!
it so unbelievable that it is OVER!!!a few days back it was still the first paper..and now its over...
ok.this post would be for saturday.=D

went shopping with abii,wee,iqah,sarah and chong!!!=D
they were such an hilarious bunch.can die.
went to raffles city, marina square and suntec city. we were like having so much fun going to every shop to have a dress-up game..here are the list of shops we went..topshop,mango,zara,ripcurl,adidas and quicksilver.i bet the saleslady must be dam piss with us..haha.trying on one and trying on another rocks!!!
let me give you a list of wad we tried:
[1]trenchcoat
[2]miniskirts(for abii and sarah only)
[3]evening dresses
[4]stilletos
[5]sundress
[6]some killer blouse/shirt
[7]winter coat(for mad me.haha)
[8]loads of sunglasses=D
[9]nail polish
[10]hats...=licious

although some stuff did happen along the way of our dressing game..both good and bad.in conclusion it rocks!!!!oh yah, we also met someone that none of us would expect to see there...naming 'd'.iqah says that his future job would be to carry groceries...hahahahaha.(b'cos when we saw him, he was actually carrying grocery and this is not the first time we heard/see of him carrying groceries!!!)
sarah and chong were also very high that day.there were laughing for who-knows-what reasons.....we had to like seperate them.or they would be in the limelight.haha.very embarrasing

ok i think thats all for that day.had so much fun=D

for today.nothing really much happened.except for that stupid cease in my eyes.argh!!had to apply so many medication on it.try putting oilment on it..freakin uncomfortable!!had to control.control.control...for at least a week...
actually, i could have went out today..but with that thing on my eye...nono..
tuesday, taking back results..wonder how it would turn out...kinda scared..

anw, i heard that training is gonna resume.YAY!!!it has been a long long long time since i have layed my hands on my rackets...ahh!!!haha.

ok.got to go.await my next post=D

2006-09-23T23:19:00.000+08:00

13 DAYS TO FREEDOM!!!

slacking a little now to blog...sigh.
so far.i have studied
[ ]english

[ ]chinese

[ ]maths

[x]biology

[ ]chemistry

[ ]physics

[ ]literature

[ ]geography

[ ]history

i have only studied finish ONE!!!!!AHHHHHH!!!
it practically took me 4 whole days to complete it...
now i am studying geog..
maths halfway..
chemistry just beginning..
literature.physics.haven't start..sigh
for eng and chi.how to study ??

many things happen this week...
[1]had english compo and i left out something out in my formal letter wrtiting..and its the DATE!!overall it was okay
[2]had chinese compo too(actually it was on the same day as the eng. compo).it was okay
[3]had english oral(same day as the above 2.can you see how tiring is that.3 exams a day.brain cells killer)..miss mildred chan was my examiner.she kept smiling....creepy
[4]had chinese oral on tuesday.quite hard....hopefully i did not do very badly..
[5]my clique is officially a group of feminist..haha.we have become anti-boys!!haha!

other than these.nothing really BIG happened.

got to go..mugging once more.perseverance