a wOrLd oF MiSeRy
today just suckks.badly.teachers' day celebration today is just so lame and a waste of time.it dreaded for so long that it went 1 hour over time.ACES day is just some retarded event.did some rather stupid movement.'clanging' our metal utensils together with the beat.ok after that, went with iqah to sim ai's to watch some vcds.i think we watch like 5 disc consecutively. iqah was like melting cause there was this cute guy in the drama.haha.left at around 245pm??when i went back home.dunno wads the freakin problem with my mum, she started confronting me with everything.past and the present.some examples are my results(as usual), my attitude.blah.she practically turned my whole mood upside down.unreversable again..i was like literally shouting at her.she is just simply UNREASONABLE!!was very very upset. cursed a little.like swearing that i will prove her wrong and if i do she will not get any of it...blahblah. i was really so angry and piss that my emotions have already run over my head completely.i was just blurting everything that i could.out of anger.after a while,i couldnt stand it.took my bag and rush to my room and slam the door.i was really 'cant-be-bothered' with anything.i was just not in a mood to do anything.so obviously the next thing i did was to cry..i cried like shit.tried calling 2 person.2 calls no reply.my mood rate was just beyond measures.too low.no replies made my whole mood just like the rate scale of a stock market that is dropping really rapidly.its very hard for my mood to be like better..i taste the feeling of being lost:left all alone, even your darkest moment. with no one to lean on.just feeling helpless and hopeless.
it just sucks.....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
no mood to type any longer.for the moment.i am practically untouchable.i need to chill badly.
were you there when i was feeling helpless and hopless??no.
were you there when i was feeling lonely??no.
were you there when i felt that the world is crumpling on me??no.
were you there when i needed you the most??no.
then where were you??
today just suckks.badly.teachers' day celebration today is just so lame and a waste of time.it dreaded for so long that it went 1 hour over time.ACES day is just some retarded event.did some rather stupid movement.'clanging' our metal utensils together with the beat.ok after that, went with iqah to sim ai's to watch some vcds.i think we watch like 5 disc consecutively. iqah was like melting cause there was this cute guy in the drama.haha.left at around 245pm??when i went back home.dunno wads the freakin problem with my mum, she started confronting me with everything.past and the present.some examples are my results(as usual), my attitude.blah.she practically turned my whole mood upside down.unreversable again..i was like literally shouting at her.she is just simply UNREASONABLE!!was very very upset. cursed a little.like swearing that i will prove her wrong and if i do she will not get any of it...blahblah. i was really so angry and piss that my emotions have already run over my head completely.i was just blurting everything that i could.out of anger.after a while,i couldnt stand it.took my bag and rush to my room and slam the door.i was really 'cant-be-bothered' with anything.i was just not in a mood to do anything.so obviously the next thing i did was to cry..i cried like shit.tried calling 2 person.2 calls no reply.my mood rate was just beyond measures.too low.no replies made my whole mood just like the rate scale of a stock market that is dropping really rapidly.its very hard for my mood to be like better..i taste the feeling of being lost:left all alone, even your darkest moment. with no one to lean on.just feeling helpless and hopeless.
it just sucks.....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
no mood to type any longer.for the moment.i am practically untouchable.i need to chill badly.
were you there when i was feeling helpless and hopless??no.
were you there when i was feeling lonely??no.
were you there when i felt that the world is crumpling on me??no.
were you there when i needed you the most??no.
then where were you??
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9:58 PM
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