life is just boring and meaningless.the lost of a smile.dreading life day by day is just so tiring.gettin all worked up at the most minimal issue then all upset at the tiniest crack.

first of all i have to thank GLORIA AND KITTY FOR BEING THE FIRST ONES TO GIVE ME MY B'DAY PREZZIE!!!I LOVE YOU LIKE CRAZY!!!LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!!!!


my stupid sis with her marker
love love

not to forget i also LOVE THESE PPL:
-ZIQI
-AMELIA
-ZHIXIAN
-CHERYL CHEONG
-LYDIA
-JOYCE LER
-CHINNY
-DAWN
-FIONA
-JIN LE
-RICHA
-TIFFANY
-JASMINE
-JIALE
-ALVINA
-WEE
-ABII
-WEN SHUANG
-WEN YI
-PAVI
-DAVI
-PINGSEE
-BRENDA
-PING SEE
-IQAH

even though for some of them, we just knew each other..but they totally rock, they are the funniest people around!!!!

gloria was acting like my mommy this morning..she was all naggy..lol=Dshe was like hweemin...blahh..hweemin..you know ah...LOL!!i know that its all for my own good.haha
also not to forget wad richa said, which i kinda agree...its like when a person is crying, dont comfort.you may say that you know how that person feels..blahblah.. all those crap...in actual fact you dont at all...cool theory!
this morning i was laughing because zhixian hit me..ok you may think i have a screw loose in my head...but it was just dam funny!!!gloria said that i was siao!!then all 3 of us just started hiting each other and laughing sadistically...LOL!!this morning was just perfect..i miss those days when i can really smile or laugh...

this week just suck..maybe only on thurs..got some stupid crappy news that made my mood went plunging down..down.down...i want a REVOTE!!...i want to be there personally..

I WANT TO EMPHASIZE TO ALL MEMBERS OF THE TEAM:
[1]my design was not a copy from scgs
[2]if you all remembered, my design was put up before the c div match=before you all even saw what scgs team shirt looks like..but some stupid inconsiderate being tore it down.so when you saw it the second time..you would have thought i copied...but i did not
[3]i took more than 2 weeks to complete..which is also another evidence that i couldnt have seen the scgs team shirt and copy it...
[4]I WOULD NOT BE ANGRY OR CRY IF IT WAS A FAIR VOTE...I EMPHASIZE ON THESE WORDS.i promise i would not..i am not some stupid sore loser
[5]the captain should be the one holding the vote
[6]if you really do not like it, i have another design with me which i would only show it next thurs..i would bring it down to training..moreover i can submit more than one..
[7]whoever who wants to witness the voting session, pls kindly make yourself present on that day then
[8]all team member should vote as even one vote could make a difference...so i strongly believe ALL member.(sec1-4) should vote.and not by taking the majority..
[9]designers should not vote or speak a word during the process of voting or before the voting session
[10]if designers want to be present for the voting session,all should be there and not only one(if there is 2)
[11]all voting member should vote on merit(the better one), because what you choose is what you and the entire team is going to wear


what i have listed is not on a one person perspective basis..because i think this is what the voting session should be like and how one should think when in such a position(be it the designer or the voter)..i am not acting captain...i dont care what you will be thinking out there..i am just voicing out my opinion.thank you.

ok..been a super long time since i posted the last time...
so i decided that i am going to do so today..

i am terribly sick..its freakin painful to be sick!!!
i am feeling super lerthagic for the past one and a half day.
i just dont want to do anything..except to just lie on the bed.
just yesterday. my body temperature went sky high to about 39.3 degree celsius and during the night, it went down a little to about 38.9 degree celsius. Just this morning, it was at 38.1 degree celsius.it was still killing me even though it was improving...now it is about 37.5 degree celsius. so its much better. during these times, drinking anything(including swallowing of saliva) was a chore for me, all thanks to a throat infection, whenever i swallow anything, there would be this unbearable pain at the throat area. Not to forget, i was also 'bless' with a headache, my head felt so heavy....for the past one and a half day.it was just drinking lots of water(its wasnt a choice to drink), vomiting and eating medicine(even at 12 midnight)...being sick just kills me!!!!

went to the polyclinic today. it was super crazy. waited for one hour for my number to be called, then another half an hour to see the doctor. i tell you ok. the doctor is freakin gay. he just said 'hi, what can do for you?' then i said ' i got fever, throat infection and pain at the ankle', then he just prescribe to me the medicine and the end. the mc he gave me was also wrong!!!like wth!!why i say he was gay is because his action and voice is so sissy. my mum and i concluded that he may have just graduate from the medical school and have just seen what the world is like..like wth...then when i went to collect my medicine, it was another one hour..i can die from waiting!!!

oh yah.another thing that is super effing is about the school's toliet. after e math, i was on the verge of fainting and i needed the toliet badly...when i went to the toliet, one was washing while the other was lock because it was said to be a dirty toliet...wth...then i went downstairs to the first level, i went to the toliet closest to the canteen, it was also washing, i was already very angry and sickly..ok so i walk to the well area toliet, the left toliet was kinda pack so i went to the right one, then i saw an entire clan of sec2 netball girls...ok so i went to the left one bcos the netball girls are using the toliets to change...then i had to queue for the toliet and 10 mins later, i can finally use the toliet..like wth...just one toliet thing, could take a period of nearly half an hour...WTH!!i think the dirty toliet thing is super lame...like isit really that dirty????when i was in the toliet, i almost couldnt come out...to sick to even stand..

i just found out that my ankle isnt a sprain but an inflammation...like exercising too much without wearing proper footwear...thats what the doctor said..that gayshit!!so i dont think i can apply any 'vigourous' action to my legs..which also means no tennis..NO TENNIS=(..OMGOSH!!!!

ok thats all...got to go back to sleep again...or else it would take forever for my fever to heal...cya' all on thursday.mc for 2 days