heyhey, i'm back to update:D:D

I really regret resting for the past few days, because i realise that there are a lot a lot of homework clogging up my neck:( It's suffocating! So after staying at the same spot for the past 11 hours, i swear this is true, i've finished 40 questions on Math tb, and 1+1/2 of 2 past years common test papers.Now, i need to revise for my Practical test tomorrow, Hallelujah! Hopefully, it isn't too hard, and i don't get all mess up!!Famous for how i wash my apparatus, and seeing those measurements sure make my eyes see stars, it's causing my astigmatism to increase sky-high!! lalalala, poly life is making me see stars:D

It's week 7, BABEH:D It is so fast! How i actually blur-red my way through.

Tests next week and the holidays are coming, coming babeh. But tests first:( before play.

[1]Practical test:ipc tomorrow
[2]Microbio CT: Next Mon
[3]Math CT: Next Tues
[4]Physio CT:Next Thurs
[5]IPC CT: Next Fri

i want to play so badly,like real badly. SHOPPING SPREE ANYONE:D:D

Dear Reggie,

I'm sorry for being such an ass-hole these few days. Throwing stupid tantrums and being really petty. I think i must be suffering from pms these few days, i can't seem to be able to control my own emotions. I get angry at really small issues and i just don't even feel like talking to you sometimes.I even step on you or even pinch you, oh man,i sound so freaking abusive. Really sorry, just bear with me.I know that every time i apologise yet again and again, but the situation just knocks it all back into square one. Give me a week,i will sought things out. You are a really good friend, my class partner and my lab partner. Please don't ignore me, i know that it must be damn frustrating and irritating to be even near me now. I just go huffing away like some stupid bitch. I know i do raise my voice sometimes and totally ignore you even when you ask what happen. I'M REALLY SORRY. I know that this may be some really stupid thing, but that is all i can think of to convey how i really feel.Sorry, pal/brother, i don't want to lose a friend like you.

From your friend,
Hwee Min:D

heyhey:D School has been great so far.Other than the fact i have tests piling up, and common tests are coming REALLY soon:D Can't wait to get over it and its the HOLIDAYS,H-O-L-I-D-A-YS!!yay!How i crave for it now, unlike in the past, where i really hate the breaks. 2 weeks is within the reasonable range, i still do hate LONG holidays. Its definitely going to be a good time to really rest and get everything organise. Now everything is in a BIG MESS!! My room is in a mess, my planning is in a mess, my schedule is in a mess, my life is in a mess,basically:( I seriously need my social life back, party time?! My social life is basically stagnant now, black and white.Really need to meet up with the peeps soon!! I'm so excited, Ms Ting's & Mr Loh's wedding is coming really really soon. I'm so excited!! I get to see 4B1 again!! Miss them like ALOTALOTALOT:D Miss all the good and bad times we shared, miss the time being together:D Makes me sad saying this...

So far, the 3 tests i have sat for, are ok and some really screwed up.

[1]Physio=just pass;that's what you get for not studying:(
[2]Maths=45/50; i'm super upset, if you have seen my mistake,you will get my point
(I FREAKIN' CANCELLED OUT THE CORRECT ANS=LOSS 5 MARKS!!DAMN!)
[3]Microbio=39/??, I'm not really sure about the full score, charmaine edited it.Coming in 3rd, and having this result. I'm not sure if the 12 hours of study has just went down the drain:(

Maths test 2 is tomorrow, hopefully it will turn out well. Just 2 new formulas to memorise, domain and range of function and distance of perpendicular bisector thing-y [Ax+By+C/(Square root: A square + B Square)]. JIAYOUJIAYOU:D

I'm really happy i have a good lab partner and a good friend, Thanks Reggie:D

i need to breathe, or i might just feel so suffocating that i wanna die.

2 days in a row, i have spend a total of 12 bucks just on taxi ride from my house to the mrt, which is just less than 3km from my house. Plus the extra charges, its REALLY EXPENSIVE, as compared to the normal $4 per ride:(

I'm just slacking at Block 56 now, waiting for break to end at 2.

Training yesterday was ok:D With exclusion of the PT at the beginning, which is rather typical, everything else was good!:D I have to declare/admit that my volley SUCKS, seriously. Played 2 games,FINALLY, with Germaine/Jeanette and Zaphyr/Cheryl.
That so much for training, nothing really EXCITING to talk about. I NEED TO IMPROVE MY SERVE. argh



Okay,something super funny just happened!I am having stomach cramps from it. Reggie is freaking scared(phobia) with bugs!! You should have seen his face and his reaction, he was like leaning towards me, "screaming"!!HAHAHAHAHA. I can die from laughing. Laughing disease prevails in Ngee Ann. I laugh a lot, in fact, TOOOO much, from lab practical accidents, to my stupid partner , Reggie and clique 154.HAHAHAHA

i need more time, to sleep,to play, to watch TV

heyhey, im back to post something, so as to retain the life of this blog:D

School was fine, except for the fast pace issue which i am trying to adapt to, everything else is ok:D Homework, as usual, packing up during the weekends!! I have yet to actually sit down and revise! I got to do that real soon, or else, i will not understand a single thing during lecture/tutorial/practical.

You will really see more point of not understanding during lectures only if you were in my class. Really, everything is just moving like an ongoing train, hop on or you will miss it. But this time, there no such thing as waiting for the next train, because that means starting from the beginning all over again=failing module, which definitely is not what i am hoping for.

Training started last week. At first, it started off really tough, mainly because i have not trained at all for the last 6 months, but gradually,it became better. At least after 2 sessions,i get to know more people in my team. They are, namely

[1]Zaphyr
[2]Victoria
[3]Cheryl
[4]Charity
[5]Arlene
[6]Roger
[7]Derrick
[8]George
[9]Wei Kuang(i think)
[10]Andy
[11]Reggie
[12]Andy
[13]Coach William

i think there are still some i have yet to remember, i will try to make the effort to remember all your names!! Surprisingly,all the girls are from girls school, hallelujah!! I am finding my roots there:D

Microbio is really driving me up the wall. Charmaine and her super speed again!! Practical is seriously too much, too much to do, too little time!!

Now, after much handling with microbio, i'm neglecting a lot on Physio, so its in a really serious kind of situation now!!

Now, this is the remaining amount of the never-ending pile homework:
[1]Maths week 6 (tb+mol)
[2]IPC-half done
[3]CATS

you may think its pretty/VERY little, the week have not even started yet, it will amount to uncountable soon!!

ok, i think thats all for me to post, if i remember anything, i will post it up soon k:D

love all my friends, undeniable

Today is just really tiring. In fact, i see myself repeating this almost everyday. How sad. There is going to be training tomorrow, hopefully no weights yet:)1030 at the National Museum tomorrow, oh my gosh, having to be there with my rackets and stuff, it's going to be heavy!! I think i will just settle with just one racket, i don't think i would need the other anytime soon(i need to do re-stringing soon!!!), until tournament season,i guess.

The sucky part about tomorrow, is having to return to school after SNM, and if possible, i hope that we will be able to go daiso so as to get everything done within tomorrow.Presentation is next friday!!Nothing is done yet!diediedie. I can't believe that the subject that is giving me the most frustrations is actually C.A.T.S, because it is absolutely unneccessary. Back in secondary school, i had to attend nearly six months of adam khoo, i think that should be sufficient information about how to study, and its skills,blahblah. Unlike Microbio and Physio, its normal and ok that i am frustrated, because i see the ultimate goal at the end of it, but what goal does this stupid cats thing have??!!

Give me a break, i need my rest, i want my bed, don't disturb me

I think i will just sleep early, considering that although its already 11.44pm,it is one of my earliest appointments with my beloved bed:D I think i would have to wake up as usual to get things done:( Too much to do, too little time. I got the followings to complete within 3 days:

[1]2 logbook entries(this is enough to make my mind go bogus!!)
[2]Maths self-tests(previous chapters-revision),Mol+TB
[3]Revision for Microbio+Physio
[4]German worksheets
[5]Piano practice(i need to convince my teacher i do not need a change of song!!)

Saturday night is snatched away, can't attend church and can't do any work. My uncle got burnt while working, hopefully, it isn't that bad,praypraypray.

got to go peeps. Toodles doodles:D

Im just going to do a really,short, tiny-weeny post.

School has been good, not bad so far.I guess. However, i do have to admit that girls' school is just so different from what we now call the co-ed school or in simple terms, mixed gender. My classmate actually commented that girls' school girls are all reclusive and we are all saint, I BEG TO DIFFER!! In fact, you must be joking, you seriously do not know us, you will be shocked by how much we actually know. If you ever had the chance to even think about it, when there are no boys around, tell me, what in the world, under the sun, can we NOT talk about??!!We can talk about E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G, EVERYTHING! From what you think you can imagine to far off, way past your imaginations can lead you.

Thinking about this, i suddenly remembered the "saw-joke" me and iqah made when we were sec 2, during IT LESSONS!! Inside joke, really damn sick, but funny. Also, how we had an all-girls session at wee's house talking explicit contents,hahahahahaha, i want to laugh when i recall what we were talking about. We really talk sick, and i mean sick, as in S-I-C-K, or dirty/horny/disgusting, however you want to interpret it.

This girl-school thing, is ok to talk about it, but i think it seriously not funny, when you actually think im some stupid sexually/emotionally/boy-deprived kid, i am not, and i will be not. Like come'on, like what can guys do that could change your lifestyle. As long as you dont act as some crazy madling that pounces on every guy in sight, they are just like you and me, normal people,humans/homosapians,period.

ok,this should not be a vengeance post, i shall keep my cool and as i have earlier said, short and sweet, i got to go now, and mugmugmug on microbio:D

i am seriously embarrassed! Omgosh, the video we took ytd could just kill me from laughing. I got no more face to see the world. I'm just sitting outside the lecture hall waiting for things to start, and i am smiling/laughing/giggling to myself. I look silly/stupid/crazy. Save me!!

HAPPY MOTHERS'DAY

I know, i know, it has past for a record timing of 1 hour 22 minutes. Nevertheless, i love my MUMMY A LOT A LOT A LOT<3 The kind of love that is so unexplainable and precious:D I love her all the time, every second, millisecond, every hour and every day:D Although i have to admit, we do get into quarrels and fights, but deep down, the love is just so solid strong:D We talk about everything, I MEAN EVERYTHING:D

Love you Mummy<3

so it was her off day today. Dinner was prepared by my sis and i, although it was simple, but she was happy:D

My gift to her, is to play any of her favourite pieces on the piano. No $$, i can show the effort. Although, some i had to sight-read, but she encouraged me by saying "not too bad". Haha. It's pretty hard to hear that from her (considering i get all the scolding for my exam pieces-they are screwed up).

ok, it's 1.33am, and i got school at 11am, time to visit my bed, goodnight folks:D

I always thought your dependence on me, was sometimes quite a nuisance, but of great company. However now,your independence makes me fearful of losing you. Your change, is a little too much for me to handle. I hope to have this relationship for life,don't break it please.I may seem selfish, but i only have you left, don't go.

you HEAR, but you never LISTEN

Operation YTFSD must start soon:D

Today has been the suckiest day ever. Here is a list of what happened:
[1]I was late for school even when i left the house at 645, first time late
[2]I took the school's shuttle bus at 710 but it only reached school at 910. THATS A FREAKIN' 2 HOURS!
[3]Lost during practical, too many things to do, too little time:(
[4]Bad day, lethargic physique

When the day started off on the wrong foot, it will just dread the entire day.
Having said so much about being early, this time, it wasn't my fault, blame the traffic-i think there were some kind of accident in front.

However, surprisingly, i did not sleep in OLH lessons! AMAZINGLY SUPER!I must have possessed the sorcereress's power or something, that Reggie always mention. To actually be awake and listen to her lessons, it extra-unbelievable!

OLH, has yet again, like other lecturer's, messed my little brain of very limiting information into rojak again. Why is it that they like to make simple concepts complicated, and not the other way round, and always emphasise on things that will NEVER be tested???whywhyWHY!!!??

ARGH!!!While i am already trying to get a hang of what DR. CHARMAINE & HER GREEK lessons are talking about(MBIO), I am side-tracking away from PHYSIO and a little of IPC!!nonononoNONONONONONONONONONONONONO!!!My GPA is sure going to suffer, no way,please someone tell me, its not going to be like that!! My physio quiz is so FREAKING SCREWED UP!!NONONONO!!I am so going to slog myself away so as to preserve what i deserve. Even if it is abstaining from all entertainment, and to divert myself from my "half-dying,not-so-colourful" social life, I WILL DO IT!!Its like living o-levels everyday, maybe even worse:(

i hope to meet new friends,of course, but to catch up with my old pals TOOOOOOO:D

okay, i am definitely going down to PL to collect my grad stuff by FRIDAY!I am kinda feeling all stressed and excited about it, this stupid paradoxical feeling!

school was fine, i guess. Other than the part that i had to miss almost 9 bus to get onto one decent-looking one. Qinyi, love us man!!I wonder how often can 154 decides to go on a crash spree??Twice a day?

So i stayed back, initially to play jenga, but since Li hua and Reggie needed help for maths, so we helped, then play. Don't stress up k, its only the 3rd week, its quite scary, HAPPYHAPPY:D After one round of jenga, we decided to do some jump shot, but to no avail, after jumping almost 3-4 times, it always end up having us coming down,or attempting to jump:(So, random shots were much preferred:)

Having known to have serious time management problem, almost all the time. It quite pathetic (i even went for workshops on time management-stupid student leaders module thing!!), so i decided to be extra early, then to be a little/very late:) I'm trying my best to change, so tolerate with me people:)

I must have been sleeping through these workshops. Back in PL, student leaders were practically forced to go for some leadership modules thing. It always end up taking my holiday(one whole sept hol.), or after a long long LONG day. Nothing, no such of any information actually manage to be diffuse into my already brain-dead brain. I can't believe that i actually manage to tolerate 2 years of it, i must be super.

Okay, i almost forgotten about it:D SK played the joke on Reggie, and i tell you,it was super funny, i had a really good laugh(although not as good as JE's:D). Reggie's expression was, however, a little stone, so when he came to a full realisation of what he actually said, it was super funny. Imagine daze-->half-shock-->shocked! HAHAHAHAHA

p.s i need more people to listen to my joke!!

scandalous, shameless.


I just heard the most absurd thing of my life. Shameless, seriously.You call yourself a -------, and as a highly educated person of the society to educate, you should really check your mouth and the language you speak. If you think you are all high and mighty, taking sides, seriously, just f-off. You don't deserve to be where you are, and stop all the bullshit about your background, its too much to handle, too much for a person who even have the cheek to speak about it. Where you come from, what you do, you are just nothing "but trash".

okay,this is in no reference directly to me,i just heard ---- talk about it, and its just disturbing to even hear about it.

i can believe i just saw a lizard and cockroach together, what damn luck!!Now,half my life is gone. Thanks to it.

ok, im back to blog,again. School is going to start in erm, 8 hours time??

Let me do a list check of homework i have completed:

[1] Maths tutorial ex.5 =checked
[2] Maths tutorial ex.4=half-done
[3] Logbook(2 entry)=checked
[4] IPC tutorial=left a teeny winy bit

ok it seems im almost ALL DONE. HURRAY!!

ok you must be wondering what the hell are those pictures up there. My mummy whipped up CHILLI CRAB last friday! How AWESOME IS THAT!!! So, the above, are mainly the before and after:D It was f-nice/delicious:D

Met up with jiaen yesterday!!!I MISS HER &^$@#@$%^%&^*^(@$%^&^&* ALOTALOTALOT!!
i think i manage to get there by 11am++, she was not washed up and she even confess to me she has not even brush her teeth, OMGOSH! But, we are BESTIES, we don't really mind, but nevertheless, i got her to wash up after much nagging!!

We set down to do our work and it seems that vj has pulled out a lot of weight from her, JIAEN EAT MORE, EVEN THOUGH YOU ALREADY ARE!! So she studied for her chemistry test, while i scramble with my logbook. This time, i will do it my way,no more charmaine or Dr lim method.This pushing reponsibility thing between them really needs to come clean, can't you two just settle among yourselves and give us like one definite answer!!omgosh!!

Since jiaen was too lazy/tired to accompany to eat fish noodles(i miss it dam alot!!), we just settled with maggie mee. I just follow suit, since she offered to cook, i will just help to eat:D Seeing jiaen cook, really can get abs(laugh too much). Maggie mee for her takes half an hour to cook, what 10 secs change sides thing, and stuff, can die laughing!! Okay so 2 person ate 3 packets(freakin' alot-i wonder how i survived), it was a lot and super SALTYSALTY! WATER PLEASE!!

after we eat, i offered to wash, since she cooked:D After clearing up, we sat down to drink some china(made in malaysia) apple sparkling juice thing, not bad for first tasting:D Okay, her mum soon came back afterwards, felt rather awkward to stay any longer, so i decided to make a move. Hopefully i can make it next week too:D

school is going to be fun,hopefully:D

p.s temperature taking is really getting on me. hate it, it suckzzzzzzzzzz