went for study group with jiaen and bev..
i am a super SCATTERBRAIN..
when i drop my ezlink card on the way..i didnt even realise...
i was like super shock when i found out it was lost!!!ran around the whole bishan just to look for it...then in the end, i found it at the mrt control station...when i found it..it was without the cover...ok, like wth.why isit when my things are lost but later found again, the cover is always missing...another case would be my adidas shoebag...i left in at yck,the next day when i went bad, i can only find my school shoe but not the bag..which means that the person actually took out my shoes and took away the shoebag..like wth..anw, when we arrived at jiaen's house, we studied for a little while, then went to play pool at the clubhouse, then study again...i lost to jiaen/beverly for pool with 2-0..have to treat them to drink on monday...halfway jiaen had to leave so only me and bev were left there studying..we studied until 615, then go home...stupid bev, when we were taking the lift, bev accidentally close the door on me..i was almost squash...lol.i think thats all for today...have to start mugging,tests coming up soon.

for you...

i am sorry.
dont blame me
i simply do not know how to react
to your sudden change
pardon me
i am at a lost

you gave me hope
but broken promises...

i do not wish to speak no more
im afraid i may hurt you
yet once again
pardon me
just give me time

to think
to reflect
to decide
to answer
you...

today is just a 'no comment' day..

the day just didnt started right.hcl was always the same.with srm shouting all day while me and zhixian just didnt bother about her and just talk with ourselves..then i thought it was break after that.then i realise it was SS..freaking shit la..i wan to sleep real badly!!so i was one-quarter awake..almost doze off..after break it was physics..mr thomson never come so it was a slack period.but unfortunately i had a really bad stomach ache...so the whole period of 40 minutes was spend in the toliet...argh!!after that was a maths..this time i was really super tired.. i almost doze off in front of ms wong..i was sitting in the first row..so no way in hell am i going to allow myself to doze off in front of a teacher...NO WAY!!after that it was break 2...was lying across 2 chairs...cant stand it..i was just too tired!!on my way to lit..there was this announcement:SORRY FOR THE INTERRUPTION, THIS IS MISS GAN, I WANT ALL STUDENT AND STAFF TO GO TO THE MAIN HALL NOW! I REPEAT....whoa those words hold great suspense...everyone taught some terrorist had enter the school or there was a loose gun..lol...then while we were settling down..the whole school saw a sec1 standing on stage..so the obvious conclusion was..public canning...but as everyone know...girls dont get public canning..then we realise that the girl stood up there because she was talking...lame!!!
then MRS LEE walked in...she was holding this newspaper...then she started talking about something that would tarnish our school reputation...in her speech..it was talking about something that was just plain injustice,unfairness and nuisance..it was totally stupid on that ****'s ****** to report to the *****it was just lame..hey man..go complain..in the end the person that would get hurt is not the school but you...people make things smaller..she make it into a big hoo-ha..hmmph

now its just a topic that would be discuss around the whole school...
after school, charlotte,chin,sandy,kit,lishan and me went out of school to buy the *********...all of us were shock on the amount of paper used to spill this whole incident...it was practically the main topic...and no censored was made to anything...so everything is super open...the whole thing was just so like zhi fa fan fa...to me the whole thing was just so shitty...

next 2 weeks for me is just gonna be burnt off..due to the tournament!!
i would be missing:
-8 periods of hcl
-2 sessions of o-level music
-8 periods of english
-2 periods of geog
-4 periods of physics
-and 2 tests have to be drag back by a day...

LOOK AT THE AMOUNT OF SACRIFICES!!!
theres also quite an amount of test/assignments...
1}hcl test
2)ss assignment
3)english oral
4)english narrative
5)e maths test
6)english compre??(not sure)

JUST KILL ME!

today was just one super duber long day..ended school like around 530pm!!!
i think from today onwards.i am going to end school at 6pm everyday...thats super saddening and TIRING!!

[1]MONDAY-higher chinese & music
[2]TUESDAY-training
[3]WEDNESDAY-o-level music
[4]THURSDAY-training
[5]FRIDAY-end school at 4+
[6]SATURDAY-a day for me to breathe
[7]SUNDAY-training

JUST KILL ME!!!i only have one day to rest!!!that is so PATHETIC!!
sec 3 is NO honeymoon year.its just super scary to know how time flies.
next year, i'm gonna be sec 4 and there will be o-levels then 2 years later, there would be the a-levels.then, POOF! universities..
anw, i think i would just take one step a a time, slowly and steadily..

Please!!can some good soul just change my maths teacher.
here are the reasons why:

[1]shes freaking soft
[2]her teaching is not clear
[3]she seems unsure about what she is teaching
[4]she does not go step by step.but jumps all over the place.

are the reasons good enough??pls someone just help me!!why must we be re-banded???
another thing would be higher chinese??i want linglaoshi super badly..that teacher that i have now..she got that stupid china accent..cant even hear what she is speaking..and whenever she speaks she always end with that stupid 'hah'...like what the..
and when is the school gonna give us lockers..for goodness sake.carrying our bag around every 40-120 minutes is crazy..just imagine this..you have chem(practical) at A02-03 then the next period you have to go for add maths which is at F04-03????this is totally insane..
had house meeting this year and as usual the same old things that were repeated for the last two years...blahblah...stupid meetings would cost me quite alot...4 trainings on consecutive weeks would be seriously affected...argh!!

i think thats all for today...got to go for now.

been a long time since i blog..

Finally, school has reopen..yay!
i totally hate the home room thing.i think the only advantages lies with the teachers.running around like shit while the teachers just sit in their respective room 'sipping tea'...okay, just imagine the whole school of about 1400 people carrying their heavy bags running everywhere every 35 minutes..that is stupid, seriously stupid.firstly, i just dont understand why the school does not give us lockers...maybe because they are too poor...lol..this home room system also gives us very little opportunity to see our frens...i see iqah like only once in a blue moon...and that also applies to abii,wee,glor,cheryl c, zhi xian etc..sometimes i dont even see them at all..and thats is freaking saddening=(

Maybe they are really poor:(here are some evidence)
-no clocks in every room
-no markers
-no dusters
-no dustbins in school
-THE SCHOOL IS NOT EVEN COMPLETE!!

i think my new class is rather ok...at least not as bad as i thought it would be..
ok, i am class comm AGAIN...i dont really like the idea of being one..especially when you are recommended by the teacher..and no votes from the class...being in the most difficult post..the secretery ...sigh..WHAT TO DO!!

i am beginning to hate that someone...so irritating.if you can take the respondsibility, then drop it.whats the point of hanging on to it..???its stupid

tomorrow, there will be cca fair..hope it would turn out good..

thats all for now.ciao